Clarice's

Percy!

2010-02-25T15:00:00.007+08:00

Percy Jackson & The Olympians: The Lightning Thief

Yesterday went to watch movie with Alistair, Kennie Poh Poh Poh Jia Rui & Vanessa! :D

Tears created when you starts to Love ✖
アリス♥ワンダーランド

Nowadays...

2010-02-16T12:30:00.015+08:00

Family♥

Came here just to upload photos. So let's enjoy the photos ba. :D

East Coast 6/2/10
Going out with Kennie Poh Poh Poh Jia Rui & Vanessa! :D

Van & Kennie Poh :D

CNY 2010 13/2/10
My favorite time for the entire new year!! :D
STEAMBOAT!!

CNY 2010 14/2/10
拜年!

Love?

Reply♥
Kendis : The clothes are free size so you should be able to wear! If you like to have it, I make one for you then.
X.Le : Thank you! :D Anyway, the clothes cost $10 each. Maybe you can visit http://cla-rice.deviantart.com/ for further details! :)

SP

2010-01-27T07:16:00.004+08:00

MOE : LEE MU ZHEN, you are posted to S'PORE POLY, INTERIOR DESIGH (S89) under 2010 JAE.

My first choice! :D
Damn happy that I can get in to SP!
HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! :D

SOY'B

2010-01-24T19:14:00.006+08:00

SOY'B

SOY'B is a cosplay event. I will be there selling some homemade clothes done by myself. The details are shown below.

Date : 30 Jan 2010 (Saturday)

Venue : Ngee Ann Poly

Admission fee:

Walk-in : $5

Pre-order : $3

Do come and support me! :D Photos of my homemade clothes are shown below. Enjoy :)

Silent Hill & The Tooth Fairy

2010-01-22T07:37:00.004+08:00

Happy Happy Happy
©2008-2010 =ntscha

Yesterday was fun. I spent the whole afternoon with Vanessa at Jurong Point. We watch the movie, Tooth Fairy & played Silent Hill arcade version.

Anyway, we even completed the entire game of Silent Hill Arcade version! Cool right? We only spent about 45 min to 1 hour to complete the entire game. Each of us used only about 2 credits. LOL! I think we are already well trained for the victory! LOL!

However, sad to say that we are still not up to the rank to save Hannah, a character in the story. Vanessa believe that we have to get rank A so to save Hannah. Anyway, I am still happy with the result :

Clarice Rank B
Vanessa Rank C

Cool right?! I won Vanessa! :D This was my first time wor! She always win me for all the arcade game! :@ I believe I got to win this time all thanks to By The Branch! LOL! Haa, I water all the plants in the shop for every alternate days & slow get myself train up to shoot faster & better! :D This was definitely a good reason to show off! HAA!!

After so, we went to watch tooth fairy! Is a funny & touching movie! So is worth to catch it! 5stars for making me laugh. Haa! :D

Anyway, I am having a lot of fun! Bye. :D

Do fairy exist?

My Life, My Choices :D

2010-01-17T12:13:00.003+08:00

LEGO : Choices
©2004-2010 ~bodyandbrain

My Life, My Choices :D

1. Interior Design (SP)
2. Landscape Architecture (SP)
3. Architecture (SP)
4. Horticulture & Landscape Management (NP)
5. Urban Design & Engineering (NP)
6. Experience & Product Design (SP)
7. Product Design & Innovation (NP)
8. Veterinary Bio-science (NP)
9. Perfumery & Cosmetic Science (SP)
10. Space & Interior Design (NYP)
11. Industrial Design (NYP)
12. Integrated Events & Project Management (SP)

I hope I really make a right choice. All the best to me. :D

Reply♥
Passer : Ya, I am using it. I think is a lag phone. LOL! ;p

The Result.

2010-01-12T08:38:00.008+08:00

I am
Good enough to go to a POLY! :D

I want to thank all the teachers for the help!
I also want to thank my family for all the support!
Finally, I want to thank myself for working hard!
& Happy to say that, I improve almost all the subjects exclude English but, it was the same grade as my prelim result. LOL!

Anyway, I want to thank DADDY, MUMMY, ERER & DADA for the meal. Pizza hut & Mac :D
& Shafika for the homemade cookies :D

Merry X'mas! :D

2009-12-25T12:23:00.016+08:00

Merry X'mas! :D

Recently, I am busy working so not much time to blog. Anyway, no one view my blog so I am fine with it. LOL! By the way, I enjoy my Christmas eve with Vanessa. We when to Clark Quay after work. I took some photos. Enjoy viewing. :D

I also want to thank them for all the Christmas presents. They are :

Angela (Owner of By The Branch, My boss)

Amos (Boss of Amoz Concept) & Sharon (Manger of Amoz Concept)

Cookies baked by the kids (Can't remember the name of the school, LOL!)

WESTERN FOOD!
Vanessa (Never take photos of the meal, busy eating. LOL!)

That's all! Bye :D

Reply♥
LiSi : :D

I hate to see, hate to know, hate to remember! I hate the memories we have together! Please leave my life!

Happy 16th Birthday To Me! :D

2009-12-12T22:54:00.014+08:00

Birthday Cake

Happy Birthday to me! :D
Happy Birthday to YanLin! :D
Someone with a same birthday as me!

First, I want to thank my family for preparing the steamboat for my birthday & JieSheng for celebrating with us. I really enjoy eating a lot, hope to have more! ;p

Secondly, I want to thank this people who bought me birthday presents. They are:

Angela (Owner of By The Branch, My Boss)
A Grey bag with laces on it & a meal

Jennifer & YiPeng
A Green care bear speaker

Mei Teng
A drawing drawn by herself, a necklace & a bracelet

Shafika
A music note mobile phone pouch & a Kit Kat chocolate bar (But I already ate it with my family ;p)

Vanessa

A movie ticket for New Moon & a chestnut shell bar soap (natural)

YiPeng
A cheese cake done by her (LOL! I ate it le, so never take picture of it)

Thirdly, I want to thank to all the people who send me birthday wishes. They are:

11:57pm HuiLi (Your clock earlier than mine by 3 min)
11:59pm YiPeng (Your clock earlier than mine by 1 min)
11:59pm ZhiYi (Your clock earlier than mine by 1 min)
12:01am Jocelyn
12:05am BoonChuan
12:36am Kennie
12:47am LiSi
07:45am Shafika
08:09am Vanessa
08:37am Angela (Actually I send her a message first, to thanks her for the present ;p)
09:54am HuiShan
11:16am Jacqueline
01:15pm SiJia
08:34pm YongJing
10:09pm JiaHui
10:22pm Musliha

Fourthly, I want to thank to all the people who commented on my Facebook. They are:

12:10am Serene
12:59am XueJuan
12:20pm Jason
1:19pm Amirul
1:59pm ManSi
4:25pm Hakim
6:02pm Glenda
6:22pm Megasonic?!
6:31pm LiLi
6:41pm Jonathan Peh
8:13pm JiaHao
8:45pm HuiTeng, DaDa
8:59pm WeiQi
9:44pm Jonathan Too
10:17pm Edmund
10:40pm ZhenLee
10:52pm ShuYan
11:00pm Jonathan Lu
11:40pm HuiCheng

Belated
13Dec 10:58am Emily
14Dec 8:06am YanLin

Lastly, I want to thank someone who tag on my tag board. That is :

LiSi : Thank you! :D Ya, indeed i enjoy my day. Hope you enjoy too! :)

Thank you to all! Sorry if I left you out. But, don't worry I am still thankful to what you done for me. :D

★ I blog it last night but due to some photos that are still not uploaded so I decided to do a complete one and post it today.

Another Day

2009-12-07T20:19:00.004+08:00

Story Of My Life
©2008-2009 ~introvertevent

Another day of my life. I wonder was it a meaningful day? I enjoy working but there is still something missing in my life. The reason for me to smile every moment. What's that? I am still wondering. Just hope the answer will come to me very soon. :)

The End.

Lost in happiness or what?!

New Moon

2009-12-06T13:48:00.003+08:00

The New Moon
©2008-2009 ~Miligold

I had watched New Moon. I think is not too bad. Anyway, life is beautiful as usual. Bye. LOL!

Stop thinking I am your clown.
I never wanted anything from you at all.
Stop dreaming Mr. Alien!

Working

2009-12-03T20:40:00.004+08:00

Working Day
©2007-2009 ~ixian

Enjoy the day with Angela and the shop. Thanks to Vanessa for waiting for me to finish my work. She waited for me about 1 and half hours in her shop. LOL! Anyway, do you know that she just work 2 shops away from By The Branch. Haa, so we can go home together. What a happy thing! LOL! By the way, working is fun. :D Just to add on, Queenston has recover from her muscle cramp rather than sprained ankle. LOL!

I hope what you all say do come true! LOL!

Get Well Soon, My Love!

2009-12-01T15:26:00.003+08:00

Get Well Soon
©2008-2009 *Fatima-AlKuwari

My love, get well soon please! Queenston hurts her leg last night, without anyone notice. She probably running around the house while everyone are deep in sleep. We cannot find any reason to her injuries. I hope she can recover very soon. At first, she was not willing to walk at all but after sometime she did attempt to walk and... SHE SUCCESS! Love her! She is so brave. She bear with all the pain and start to walk. This is a good start to her recovery. I believe she will be fine very soon. If anyone do have information on healing dogs who sprain their ankle, can you please leave a comment? Thank you!

Let the pain leave you please!
If not, the pain will spread through the entire family.
This is all because we love you, Queenston.
Get well soon, my love♥

Roses

2009-11-27T12:55:00.004+08:00

Roses
©2009 ~AlexEdg

Today is just another boring day. Anyway, I sketch down some roses so that I can use it to screen print T-shirts. This can be use in the future when I got my fabric paint. Maybe you can check up this video and learn how to screen print your T-shirt too. I am trying up too, but first I have to earn enough money to buy the fabric paint. End here. Boring day! LOL!

The End.

I am giving you a X'mas surprise.
Do hope you will like it!!

Eustoma

2009-11-26T20:46:00.005+08:00

Eustoma
©2009 ~ailenn

Eustoma, a beautiful type of flower. I love it. It is mainly used in By The Branch.I really like it! Anyway, working is really fun for everyday. I enjoy a lot! I start to learn more new things about flowers and start to fall in love with it too. Maybe any passerby read my post can go to By The Branch to get me some. Haa! Ending here le. Bye!

The End.

Life is beautiful with the accompany of flowers♥

Waiting

2009-11-24T11:24:00.003+08:00

Waiting
©2007-2009 ~insanelybeautiful

Today is just a boring day. I hope I can work today. I prefer working than staying at home alone. It's so boring. Waiting for MeiTeng to wake up so maybe we can go out together. It had been really long that we had meet up. Recently, I am really lazy to post in my blog. Almost all the posts are short and sweet. I really feel that my life is too simple to say any thing special out. Maybe I do prefer simple life but somehow I do feel boring too. Just hope that I can soon used to it and enjoy everything in my life. Going to work hard for every thing in my life now. So all the best to me again! Bye. :)

The End.

I am feeling sad or just too lazy to feel?
I really do not know what I really want.

Reading The Ideas Of Flowers

2009-11-23T19:39:00.006+08:00

Reading the ideas of flowers

Today was my first day of work. I really have a great day handling flowers. Angela (Owner of By The Branch) is really kind to me. I do enjoy the working day today. I hope it will continue on. Tomorrow is my off day so probably slacking at home. Just hope that Wednesday will be as great as today. :)

Life is getting simple now.
I'm going to miss the days we spent together.
Love♥d.

By The Branch

2009-11-21T23:41:00.007+08:00

By The Branch
By The Branch

Going to work at By The Branch on Monday. All the best to me! Jia you CLARICE!
Visit the website & do visit the shop when you are around the area. :D

Jia you to all! Never let myself down again!

Reply ♥
ZhunNi : Woo ok. :D

Cardinal Red Roses

2009-11-20T08:39:00.003+08:00

Roses

Recently, having a lot of fun looking for job. However, I still can't find one. Anyway, I believe I will find one very soon. Hopefully, I can get the job that I desire the most. Wish me all the best ba. :)

The End.

Cardinal red roses symbolize strong desire.

Job Hunting

2009-11-16T07:50:00.005+08:00

I need a job

I am still looking for job. I had asked Mr Bean but they don't hire students. I will be calling the other outlets of Mr Bean later. I hope they do hire students. I hate staying at home. I want to go out to look for job. Anyone free to accompany me? Some of them already got a job and working today. I am afraid. Hate the feeling of helplessness. If really can't find a job I will be working at Er Jie there. But is a bit far is at Sentosa and I can only interview on this saturday. Now I really don't know what I want. I hate looking for job! The feeling of unstable is so scary! I need a job!! Anyone can recommend to me?

Anyway, nowadays just slack for everyday. The 3 days after 'O' level is just torturing to me. Looking for a job is really difficult!! I hope someone will be there to accompany me! I hate to be alone. However, working is always alone. Hai... I think I will just go for it. Stop the fear!!

I am afraid to be alone.
I am always well protected.
I am afraid to be alone now.
I am afraid to leave the beautiful protection.

Replies♥
SiMin : Ya, long time never chat le. Hope you are still doing well :) All the best
and relinked le
Kendis : Hi :D

Badminton

2009-11-06T11:15:00.007+08:00

Game Over
©2009 ~veveruska

Today Shafika and I play badminton actually the weather is better for running but that's ok. Anyway, badminton also consists of running too. We have a lot of fun but she have to leave early so we only play for a hour.

After so i have lunch with Er jie and now she went to school. So, I am alone again. :( Staying at home alone is so boring, Queenston keep sleeping and making me feel sleepy too. I can't focus and study, keep having the feeling of playing around. I hate that but I just can't control. Maybe I can but I am just too lazy to do so. LOL. Just hope that I can endure! Another day pass and it is nearer to my Physics paper 1 just hope during the weekend with the presence of my parents I could study better. I always need stress to work hard if not I will keep slacking for the entire day. LOL. Just hope today I will not. Even though I did slack but I am proud to say that I have completed 3 Chemistry paper 1 and 1 Physics paper 1 yesterday! But I only just pass for all papers anyway I never pass more than 30 before always at the range of 20-25! Sad to say that I just can't do MCQ. Everyone usually do well in it as there are choices to choose but not for my case. I agree that there are lots to choose from but I always don't have the luck to choose the correct one. Sad! LOL.

Anyway, I have end here. Is going to reach the time for my study section. All the best to me ba.

The End.

Endure is what I can do now! Ahh, but I hate it!!

Replies♥
MeiTeng : Woo~ 你好! :D
DaJie : I will de :)

Rain

2009-11-05T08:12:00.008+08:00

Rain
©2006-2009 ~k-lia

Today, wake up early. Meet Shafika and her family members for jogging actually but it was raining heavily. So we (Shafika & I) decided to climb the stairs of my block. Even though there are 19 floor but the staircase we are running only up to 9. So, we climb up and down for 3 times, in total of 27 floors up and 27 floors down. Currently my leg don't feel the pain but i worry that i can't make it for tomorrow running. LOL. Don't feel like slacking if not later going for work will be very tired and useless.

Still anyone want to look for jobs with me? I am planning to go to Mr Bean to ask are they hiring part-timers. If they do, I will definitely love it! I can see soya bean everyday, prepare soya everyday. Don't you think is cool? Working at the place with the food of you love. I will definitely enjoy working :D

If Da jie saw my post will confirmed angry that why I never study so I have to explain myself first. Haa, I was planning to run until latest 10am however we only take about 30 to 45 min.& I don't feel like study so early that is why I use the computer. But don't worry, I always got a plan. Everyday I will start study at 12 to 330pm and 7 to 9pm. I study more than 5 hours le. So I will make sure I can score full marks for my paper 1(s)! Even though I don't even score more than 30/40 before but I believe this 6 days do make miracle. If I can't score full marks i may not be able to make it for my science. LOL. I do have confident for my Chemistry paper 2 but you never know, accident do happen. I must prepare for the worst.

I was planning to study interior design but the most worry is that I never take arts. But I think my drawing still can make it ba. Haa, A1 for both years wor but is 2 years ago! LOL. Just hope i really can :D Study interior design I have to score 17 marks so the worst result I have to score is 19. 2 marks thanks for my CCA points. I believe I can make it ba. Look at the bright sight mah. Anyway, all the best to me and everyone taking the 'O's. 加油了! :D

The End.

Never give up! :D

Finally

2009-11-04T13:05:00.005+08:00

Finally Free

Finally, O level is going end very soon. Definitely looking forward for that day. There are still 6 more days to my next paper. So i am going to relax for this entire afternoon. It was really tiring during this few months. Almost wake up early everyday just to study! Hate to pull myself out of my bed. Just hope that everything can end soon and my "hard" work will pay off!

Anyway, anyone going to look for job with me after O level? I am getting more worry now, am I able to look for a job? Hope that I can look for one very soon! Someone please recommend me jobs please! Haa, I think I am going to end here. Post photos the next time then. See ya :D

Does Clarice sounds nice?
Clarice Lee Mu Zhen :D

Replies♥
MeiTeng : Haa, thanks Jia you for 'N' level wor.
KaiJin : Relink le.
Kennie : Thanks!
LeeChin : Linked.
Emily : You also must Jia you wor.
SiYun : Relinked. :D
Mei Teng : Haa, thanks! :)
BoonChuan : Lol!
ZhunNi : Thank you! Jia You for band too. :D

Stop

2009-05-02T19:25:00.022+08:00

STOP.
Working hard for O level.

I♥Queenston

♥ Reply
MeiTeng : Haaa thanks Jia you for 'N' level wor.
KaiJin : Relink le.
Kennie : Thanks.
LeeChin : Linked.
Emily : You also must Jia you wor.
SiYun : Relinked. :D
Mei Teng : Haa thanks (:
BoonChuan : Lol!

Mid Year

2009-04-25T17:34:00.002+08:00

MID YEAR COMING SOON!!
Sian need to work hard again i hate this!! I hate my whole life!! I hate every single day!! I hate myself!! I hate the WORLD!!

I want to start to hate from now on!!

Maybe you don't know anything about this. You make me want to look good, you make me want to change, everything is YOU. Now i am just so stupid to keep changing. Stupid!! Random LOL!!

Sick!!

2009-04-22T20:00:00.002+08:00

I miss you

Almost all my teachers are sick LOL!! On Monday, none of my teachers came so i was like doing papers for the whole entire day. It was damn boring LOL!! Today, 4 teachers should come to our class but 1 is sick, 1 went for course so, it is still a boring day after all.

Actually i miss lesson maybe life is more meaningful that way ba. Is going to Mid year le, still wondering should i go out for JiaHui's birthday. Sorry JiaHui i could not make up my mind still thinking should i LOL.

Boring days pass day by day the world is going to end soon, so am i. Living meaninglessly just kills me LOL!!

I shall end here le ba. Actually should not use the computer at all just because i have to complete my English homework so i disobey the rule LOL.

Ok, The End.

ImissBAND♥♥

ECP - K's Birthday

2009-04-19T20:02:00.003+08:00

Thank you H for cycling with me. Love Euu ;p Have really a fun day yesterday. Happy Birthday to K too :)) Haa lazy to type again so going to end here le. Anyway, we cycle until Changi Beach lor ;p Pro rite haaa LOL. End here ba.

The End.

♥ Reply
Darrel : LOC Rocks :))
Jocelyn : Confuse about my life lor so boring, living meaninglessly everyday. LOC!!
XiuChoo : Ok relink you asap ba :))
Aileen : Ya, you are always 好人

East Coast Park - D's Birthday

2009-04-11T15:41:00.011+08:00

Yesterday was simply fun really enjoy a lot. I don't know how to ride a bike that was my first time actually LOL. Thank you K for riding me!! You are damn cool yesterday!! Actually don't feel like talking too much about what's happened too lazy to type maybe you should view others' blog ba more details than mine. LOL. I just want to say yesterday i start to know them better. {D,K&&V} 人超好的。Maybe i know you all better now, hope it will not be too late since this is my last year LOL. Hope so.

K谢谢你！！你也是好人，只是我一开始不知道。

♥ Reply
LeeChin : LOL maybe you also need magic mind to help you solve your problems LOL.
Kennie : I have to say that i'm not very use to you for been so good LOL haaa ya really enjoy a lot thanks wor ;p

Member of LOC: LeeMuZhen is still confuse LOL.
I don't know am in love, am i starting to hate, am i happy, am i sad, am i... myself??
Magic mind help me solve all this messy thoughts in my stupid mind!! LOL.

Happy Birthday Desmond!!

2009-04-10T00:18:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday
©2008-2009 *Fatima-AlKuwari
你的生日有我们陪你一起度过 :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND!!
生日快乐愿你能天天笑口常开！！
All the best for your 'N' Level wor!!

Time To Say GoodBye.

2009-04-09T22:03:00.005+08:00

My Life Journey - Band
© By LeeMuZhen

Time to say goodbye le. I got a lot of feelings towards it. I miss every single day we spend together, now all are left to be memories ...

How much i hope that we could still continue, i don't mind working harder cause i really enjoy every single minute we spent together. How i hope that this moment will stay forever forever...

We got a GOLD, it maybe easy to say that we got a GOLD but you know how much effort we put in? We put in our heart && soul on it so we are proud to say that we got a GOLD!! Our success can be measure by our hard work, our effort, so no one should ever comment on it!! You all just don't know any thing!! You all don't have the right to say anything!! :x

I already miss the days le LOL. Even it just pass 2 days le without band life was even more boring always feel like sleeping in class LOL. I know that's bad but i try to keep awake most of the time!!

Today after school went outside band room to order the band photos after that went to do homework together spending time together really was a very enjoyable thing to do. Even i know i can't always do that if not Mummy will kill me but i still hope to study together, play together, smile together, laugh together && cry together. I want to be together, together with the band haaa.

I just simply miss the days with band practise. LOL I find out that i am so stupid that when ther's band practise always look for reason to don't go band but now i am looking for reason to come to band haaa LOL.

I got millions of people want to thanks but seem like i don't know how to start anyway i should not start at all cause i lazy to type LOL. Haa i want to thanks every single one in band who give me so many fun && joy. I just simply love Band!!

♥ Reply
Jocelyn : I will sure miss you de!!
BoonChuan : HALLO :))
Rasis : Woo ok haa ;p
Aileen : Haa ya we really did it!!

I love the band!! I love EUU all!! I love him too... LOL Random
I am still thinking did i really forget everything or i am just choosing not to rememeber any??
Don't worry is not talking about you haaa, cause i really don't know anything now haaa.

8 More Days

2009-03-30T22:24:00.004+08:00

Countdown
©2009 ~SorinM

8 More Days to SYF
Hope that we really can do it!! JiaYou!!
Go!! Goal!! Gold!!

Desmond called HuiLi don't follow Evil MuZhen!!
Evil Desmond :x, haaaa LOL

Boring Sunday

2009-03-29T17:32:00.003+08:00

Lost
©2008-2009 ~spako

Today was damn boring LOL. Try hard to study Amaths for the test on don't know which day of this week but just can't focus really hate to be at home alone cause i can't focus but when there's people i will really study LOL.

I probably lost again, i really thinking i am living meaninglessly try to understand what i am living for but can't really find the point LOL. Hate myself for searching what's the point for living is so hate to understand well. The main problem is i don't know how i feel sad?? happy?? i just don't know LOL. Love?? Hate?? i just simply got no feelings maybe so one should help me but how? i also don't know LOL.

Maybe doing a test may help to know how i feel ba...
That's the result :

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.

You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.

Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please.

I think maybe this really are what i am thinking ba giving up but giving up what?? my life LOL haa maybe i should use my brain to think more what i really want then asking why i have to do so LOL

♥ Reply
LeeChin : LOL, maybe you could box her when you saw her tomorrow LOL :x

I Want To Know Myself Better!!

2009-03-28T21:59:00.007+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

That's really true wor, anyway i got this link from Jocelyn's blog again haaa get the link from her blog ba ;p

The End.

Maybe i already know myself well.

♥ Reply
MeiTeng : LOL Miss you too XD!! Er... don't know what to say LOL. I never sad la, anyway thanks ((: I will stay happy de!! Ok after "O" level must go out wor. Haa, love euu.

你也不是一样吗？✖

End.

2009-03-22T20:02:00.006+08:00

Lost

End of my March holiday, to me is just a week without lesson. LOL I still have to go to school even i enjoy a lot but that's should not called "HOLIDAY" LOL. I completed most of my homework i believe some question i don't know how to do can be completed by tomorrow so no worry :))

Happy Ending :))

I just love band camp ♥♥

I read Jocelyn's blog saw a website to do some colour test, view it LOL is the test last time i done before && post it on the blog LOL but seem like no one knows that anyway never mind i should bring the evidence to you all! >> Hari Raya, this is the post!!

Anyway this my test result, i am not too sure is it true or what but if that's really what i feel so be it haaa LOL but after finish doing the test i am somehow lost maybe it just stating the fact that's make me lost LOL.

Result:

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

You are in need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special, that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that 'special someone' and resolve your problems very soon, you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.

You need a friend - a close friend - and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back - careful to avoid open conflict - since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship.

You are experiencing considerable stress which is essentially the result of on going rejection and hostility. You are in the unpleasant position where offers of trust, affection and understanding are being withheld and you are being treaded with a degrading lack of consideration. You feel that you are being denied the appreciation that you deserve, which is essential to your well-being and self-esteem, but you have to face up to the situation because as matters stand at this time there is little that you can do about it - you feel that you are getting nowhere and the continuous struggle is a lonely one: all difficulties and no encouragement. Whatever you try to say or do is met with continuous hostility and no matter how much you protest you are consistently misunderstood. You need to escape from the situation but you are so perplexed that you cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.

♥ Reply
LeeChin: LOL! Anyway we are always friends :))
Jocelyn: No la. Please be happy i understand how you feel, i believe soon all this problem will be gone so stay happy wor!!
Felicia Lee: link you asap :))

Make her happy wor!!

Band Camp

2009-03-20T07:22:00.004+08:00

Small Talk
©2006-2009 ~artgyrl

I love band camp♥♥

The End. LOL

Can we talk, i don't want to act like strangers even i am always avoiding.
After so many avoiding, i don't how to talk to you anymore.
I already give up, cause is useless to continue.
I just want to be friends.
But i don't know how to start. LOL
我们还是朋友吗？

♥ Reply
BoonChuan : ((: BOONCHUAN!!

Red Cliff 2

2009-03-17T07:10:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was a boring day staying at home trying to complete all my homework but still left A maths not completed. So, i am going to finish up by today. Last night was the most meaningful period of time of the entire day staying at home LOL. We watched Red Cliff 2 using the computer. Very nice wor!!

I really admire their courage & talent. They got the brain to think so well, they got the courage to fight. But i got a question, what are they fighting for?? LOL. Sorry i can't really figure up maybe is to get rid of the bad, maybe is for their country, maybe is for their love. So many reason make it no sense to fight anymore. If really loved someone maybe should never ever start the war. I just don't understand exactly why they fight. LOL

Anyway, is really a nice movie go watch it ba!! I should end here le. Maybe life is still so meaningless to me ba.

The End.

The pain is going out of control.
I used to read to calm myself down but now i can't control anymore even during reading i am still feeling the pain.
Reading the same situation she is facing. Bella was in pain too.
My heart don't listen to me, she was crying for you.
Silly me! Why am i feeling so painful??
~~明天害怕见到你。~~

♥ Reply
QiuJin : Linked ((:

Raining...

2009-03-15T15:28:00.009+08:00

Retro Rain
©2007-2009 *er1n

It was raining very heavily outside & also inside my heart. I am really tired now, even i slept very early last night but i still wake up to check my phone . Silly of me!

Anyway, i promise myself after SYF will never use the computer again. If there's homework then no choice lor ;p but i will try not to online anymore must focus on my studies now. Hope that i could really score well maybe is too early to say anything but will jia you de.

I got nothing to say so end here ba.

The End.

风之心 - 风把我的心带走了，我再也不会痛了。
I hate you! You hurt me so badly, making me living in suffer. I always check my phone, always waiting for your message. Stupid me! You make me hate myself for doing all this silly things. Now i shall hate you, this may make me feel better. I off my phone to end this endless waiting. I hate TREE!

♥ Reply
LeeChin : Sometimes i want to but somehow i am too weak to me happy.

13 Friday

2009-03-13T22:59:00.015+08:00

Sorry
©2008-2009 ~eeDDee

Sorry to someone really important in my life.
Sorry, i was not by your side when you fall.
Sorry, i should always protect you, protect someone that are really important to me.
Sorry, i was not by your side after you fall, there's too many people, i seem to be so extra, i can't do anything to help.
Sorry, i can't force myself to go by your side, there's too many people around, && cause i know that i am not the only one who care about you.
Sorry, even how many times you told me that i am important but i can't think that way cause i am just a nobody.
Sorry, i am not strong enough, I failed to protect you.
Sorry, i cried for you cause i am not by your side when you really need help, i felt useless.
Sorry. But thanks you always let me learn, learn from you.

Sorry to someone we loved.
Sorry, i did not saying any thing when you cry, i don't know what to say.
Sorry, i am not good in talking, i can't comfort you, but just want to tell you i am always by your side even i seen like i am useless to protect you, but i still can de, i will always work hard de!!
Sorry, i will never let you cry for him again, HE SUCKS!!
Sorry. But i love euu, so stay happy cause we love euu!!

Sorry to someone really important in my life too.
Sorry, i make you upset with my words, i know you don't mean not to reply me but i am just not in my normal form.
Sorry, i should not upset you, i know you are upset too.
Sorry, i should never told you my pain, i should act like nothing happen maybe you will never say sorry to me.
Sorry. But don't ever say sorry to me, i fall is not because of you, is just because i am too useless.

Sorry to someone i deeply fall in love with.
Sorry, i can't stop avoiding you, cause i really really like you, i can't lie to myself.
Sorry, i am not strong enough, to really give up on you.
Sorry. But i still like you a lot.

Sorry to myself.
Sorry, to cry.
Sorry, to be so useless.
Sorry, to fall. ( i know it's hurts a lot LOL cause i feel the pain ==)

Today, a bad day, anyway is going to end so hope that tomorrow will be a better day!!

♥ Reply
LiSi : Hello :))

你对我感觉胜过爱,
我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起,
所以我们才选择做比情人更好的朋友。
I can't act like you do, i am weak not as strong as you think i am.
I am sorry, but i still like you, i hate myself too but i can't help it.

Broken ✖

2009-03-11T20:26:00.008+08:00

Broken

Who are those little girls in pain just trapped in castle of dark side of moon

Twelve of them shining bright in vain like flowers that blossom just once in years

They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love just dreaming of a place where they're free as dove

They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage

It's only the fairy tale they believed

It's only the fairy tale, i hope that soon i can wake up from the dream && tell you that i don't love you anymore...

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走

林:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好你的坏
林:我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你心疼我(林:我不要你离开我)
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林:因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林:其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(林:我不怕会伤心)
合:对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林:最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林:我并不是你的唯一)
合:还微笑祝福你

林:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
泳:我从来没对你说
压抑的我的心动

林:我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林:因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林:其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(林:我不怕会伤心)
合:对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林:最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林:我并不是你的唯一)
合:还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林:所以我们才选择
合:做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林:因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林:其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(林:我不怕会伤心)
合:对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林:最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林:我并不是你的唯一)
合:还微笑祝福你

我们也不是一样吗？
爱你的我,心还是很痛，可是我不会在爱你了。
至希望我们真的能做比情人更好的朋友。。。

Loving someone is so painful.

2009-03-08T14:48:00.003+08:00

Broken

Reading most of them de blog most of them are about loving someone how painful they are maybe i understand the feelings but actually i don't know why loving someone is painful i thought love should be happy?? I have been asking the question for million times i really don't understand maybe i am one of them too...

But anyway i am just been random so just bear with it ;p
Today very boring doing nothing hoping that i am able to finish up all my work but i got no mood at all still thinking of something else. Last night sleep at about 2 plus LOL chatting with him(better don't say who is him, if not someone may kill me because she like him LOL) so now very tired LOL i always feel like sleeping.. So that's why i got no mood to study. Ya, i know i am always so bad ;p

Haiz, really got nothing much to say life remain boring :((

The End.

Maybe you know everything you just act like you don't know anything ✖

Nothing...

2009-03-07T09:05:00.005+08:00

Today in the afternoon went to Lot 1 to support Aileen, Jacqueline, JiaHui && QiuJin today is their flag day wor!! I only donate very little amount of money LOL. Never bring much coins or even money so... haaaa ;p

Haiz, this few days sleep really late i hate sleeping late!! But having no choice but i have to sleep late cause homework testes, quizzes is killing me every time what i know is that i don't have enough time i got so many thing to do. Now i really hope that i go more time so that i could make everything prefect then losing everything...

I am really tired, always feeling like crying but most of the time i can't cry... This make everything more tiring cause i lose the ability to cry maybe i am not upset enough to cry but i want to cry so that i will be feeling better. Never ever make a promise that you will never cry anymore cause crying really make you feel better...

Hoping to get myself out of the situation life is really tiring!! Anyway i still enjoy every single day i am living ;p

I learn something new from ERER that is,
Nothing is impossible, even impossible say I-M-POSSIBLE :))
So everyone JiaYou ba!!

Quiz tag by Jocelyn && HuiMin :))

1) Beside your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheek?

2) How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Sleepy. LOL

3) Who was the last person you took photo with?
HuiShan? I remember i taken with her during sectional practise ;p

4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Maybe yes.

5) Would ever donate blood?
I want to!! But i am really scared of pain && i scared of blood too LOL

6) Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Yes :))

7) Do you want someone dead?
No. Cause is hurts maybe not me but others too...

8) What does your last text message says?
"Maybe you have only now to heal. I know how you feel at this moment anyone comfort you or what you will never listen you just know the pain in you. You calm down first ba."
To someone i care...

9) What are you thinking right now?
Him? Haaa or even Her? haaaa

10) Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
Yes.

11) What was the time you went to bed last night?
11.15pm?

12) Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
I.P.Zone

13) Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

14) Who was the last person who texted you?
Can i comment on something? The text is in blog or phone? Haa i think is blog de ba...
Er, Jocelyn :))

10 People tagged to do this quiz
1. Aileen
2. Emily
3. Darrel
4. Glenson
5. HuiLi
6. HuiMin
7. HuiShan
8. JingYi
9. LeeChin
10. WenHui
Not in order, i mean yes im ABCD de order!!

15) Who is 2 having a relationship with? Emily
好朋友

16) Is 3 a female or a male? Darrel
Male

17 If 7 and 10 get together, would it be a good thing? HuiShan & WenHui
I think no! Cause even they are not close friends LOL

18) What is 1 studying about? Aileen
What i am studying now.

19 When was the last time you had a chat with them?
1. Today 070309
2. Yesterday 060309
3. Yesterday 060309??
4. Yesterday 060309??
5. Today 070309
6. Yesterday 060309
7. Yesterday 060309
8. Yesterday 060309
9. Yesterday 060309
10. Yesterday 060309
What i mean by chat to them is face to face de wor LOL

20) Is 4 single? Glenson
Ya, i think so ;p

21) Say something about number 2. Emily
Trustful && understanding

22) What do you think about 3 and 6 being together? Darrel && HuiMin
This will be the LAMEST couple i ever seen. LOL!

23) Describe 9. LeeChin
Look like monkey, climb like monkey, is a MONKEY ;p

24) What will you do if 6 and 7 fight? HuiMin && HuiShan
Woo~ that will be cool! I never seen it before ;p

25) Do you like 8? You say leh?
Ya, cause she's my friend :))

The End.

Anyone who want to do the quiz just do it i am too lazy to tag you all by blog to blog haaa ;p so if you view it just DO IT ;p Anyway can we tag back?? When i done half way HuiMin tag me to do i should exclude her right?? LOL too lazy to do so haaa just bear with it ba ;p

♥ Reply
Jocelyn : Haa done :)) If can tag back i shall tag you back too lazy to change the names again LOL
Emily : HELLO :))
HuiMin : Done :)) LOL
Jocelyn : ;p Haa

Hate to wait for you to message me, waiting is so torturing.

Concert with School(s)

2009-02-28T23:02:00.004+08:00

You should know i always love what you all gave to me. Cause you all are always important to me.

In the morning, wake up at about 8am. Have my breakfast, slack && meet HuiLi. Meet her at about 10am plus then went to Lot 1 to find Aileen. Shop for awhile then we have our lunch at the food junction. Eating something that HuiLi never really eat before but anyway she like it at first after all the disgusting description so start to dislike it LOL!!

Anyway, after lunch we shop again && is time to go. We reach school at about 12.45pm LOL the reporting time we were late. Then, blah blah blah. Then time to go again, sitting at the last row of seats with Aileen, HuiLi, SeeYun && Wenhui then talk talk here, talk talk there. Happy ending.

Finally we reach SCH. Waiting for our turn to rehearse talk again so talk here, talk there. Happy ending again :)) YAY! Our time to preform le, no comment on the playing everything was just fine. After the rehearsal, we have our dinner eat eat here, eat eat there. Happy dinner :)) Then, my favorite part that is... TAKE PHOTO(s) :)) Going around to take photos with different people using HuiLi's phone(ya, i know i am bad but i always do ;p) hee having a lot of fun!! Photos most probably will be post tomorrow so must wait wor. Anyway, must thanks HuiLi to always let me take photos using her phone ;p && the bread really nice wor but... I am still hungry now LOL.

After dinner, sit down && wait for our turn to go for the concert hall to have our actual performance. You know who i saw?? VANESSA!! My primary school friend!! She change a lot!! Now she damn KAWAI lor!! She look so sweet && cute now!! Haiz sad never got a chances to take photos with her cause she leaving with the school bus which was different timing from us :(( Hope to see her again!! Next time i will sure take lots of photos with her cause she simply KAWAI!!

Ok, after the performance is time to go off back to school. Sitting with HuiLi in the bus, sing sing here & talk talk there really have a great time!! Even i am leaving soon i hope the happy memories i bring for you or even i should say you bring for me will always remember by both of us :))

So now everything is over hope that we will really fulfill the goal we always working hard for JIA YOU MUZHEN :))

Happy ending.

♥ Reply
DaDa : LOL, i think you really very bored that's why you will do this LOL.

我不爱了。
因为我要爱我自己多一点所以我再也不爱你了。
我不是白痴。我不爱你。;p

Rainy Days :))

2009-02-26T15:24:00.003+08:00

Umbrella
©2008-2009 =GeorgiaPeaches

Anyone saw the rainbow(s) yesterday? There's 2 of them, damn beautiful!! I taken some photos using HuiLi's phone maybe show you all the next time ba.

Finally got time to slack a bit always very stress up by all the homework && testes. Completed all my testes so now can relax a bit don't know why keep looking forward for the march holiday && sports day hope that it will be a great time before i am leaving.

Anyway i am damn happy you know why?? that's because i used my new umbrella!!
Since last year December?? until now that's the first time i used my umbrella so damn happy LOL i am always waiting for the chances to use it!! I love rainy days!! :))

I think i am starting to talk craps again so i better end here ba ;p

Woo~ must thanks
BoonChuan for helping me print my English worksheet :))
HuiShan pei me go home && share her umbrella with me :))
JiaHui to help us to the SYF file?? or maybe i should just say the vanguard sheets? :))
Xie xie wor :))

The End.

麻烦你们了 ;p
彩虹是我的希望。

♥ Reply
BoonChuan : Haaa, nothing le la anyway thanks for helping me print the english wor :))

I am thinking of you again...
I hate myself but what can i do... nothing.
I should not be so concern about you anymore.
I need to stop now, before i hurt myself badly.
I know she sms you, she like you??
I don't dare to ask you, cause maybe she is.
I don't want to face the fact.
I just want to run away from it.
I promise myself from now on i will never never ever love you again.
I will love myself more.
I will.

SYF Rehearsal

2009-02-24T20:45:00.005+08:00

Today was SYF rehearsal. Really nervous about it even there's no judges but Mr Er's Mentor && friends are making me damn nervous anyway i change the sitting arrangement. A good place as i can hear the clarinet at 11 which i usually play wrongly LOL.

Anyway everything are simple fine so happy ending :))

Online just to complete my English not slacking even most of the time i am ;p

The End.

We are closer now, will anything happen? I doubt so.
I am always worry that you may fall in love with others, you are always so close with them...
I am worry i just don't know why? I don't mind you love her cause i already accept the fact but if you fall in love with others, I will hate you cause i know that you know that... i ♥ you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! LOVE EUU :))

2009-02-21T21:38:00.013+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

Hope that you will smile always never worry about money anymore...
Stay happy && healthy!! Love Euu :)) I will work hard de never let you worry anymore.

Today wake up at about 9 plus then study do house work YAY. prepare to go out le :))
Meeting daddy at ChinaTown to eat our dinner.

Photos taken :
Daddy (birthday "boy") && Mummy :))

Before

During Eating

After

Having lots of fun together i enjoy the meal enjoy every single day with you all.
Thanks for always protecting me all the time i {LOVE/♥} EUU(s)

ERER && MUZHEN :))

爱到底是什么？
爱一个人不是快乐的吗？
为何你天天都在为他哭？
为何我从来没看到你的笑？

Protecting you all is actually my duty but now i am always protected by you all.
Sorry that i am weak but i will use my heart && soul to love you all for my entire life.

♥ Reply
Emily : Why like so emo?? Because you know that she still care about it?? Maybe sometimes you just need more time to really let go...
HuiMin : :)) Smile Always

Partially Deaf

2009-02-20T23:35:00.005+08:00

Goodbye Bad Luck
©2009 ~DanNoland
The object shown is the result of lead pouring. It's a german custom, the lead is melted and then poured into cold water and then there will come out some freaky object which could tell you your future for the new year.

My ears are block!! I can't really listen much as all the sounds, voices && even noises are just simply too soft for me to hear :(( Sad! Anyway is only my left ears so people sitting at my left side are usually ignore by me cause i can't really hear when you call me LOL.

Today was a bad day all the testes today are meant to FAIL i can't really do it is so difficult so i just use all the craps i know to crap everything out i believe almost all are wrong maybe i will score single digits SORRY! if i really did i really can't do it, it so difficult!! Promise i will work hard even i always break the promise but i will try, try hard.

Anyway i still got back some test paper got happy de also got sad de :((
First i got my...
Amaths : 26/40
Is like so badly done hate myself even CA still can't get at least a B3!!
Chinese : 61/70
Not too bad but so what cause is all the "spelling" help me others i still done badly :((

None are good so i think next week i should be enjoying all the disappointment so please cheer me up if i am emo because of this LOL.

Today, band practise was great cause i can't hear much so just play && play living in my own world anyway i still enjoy the practise a lot!! Hope that we really can do it!! JIA YOU MUZHEN WOR!!

Boy
momo

That's momo cute right! Is a BOY LOL i don't want it to a BOY but i anyhow press then press until BOY so just let it be anyway momo still look cute even is a BOY i force him to wait the ribbon cause is damn cute anyway BOYS will ribbon are just simply cute ;p

The End.

Am i been forgiven?

♥ Reply
LeeChin : Ya, can't online on Monday but i need to do the English news paper article i HAVE to online so i still very guai de lor haaaa ;p

我真的放弃了。
我不会在爱你了。
我不再想和你在一起了。
我只想和你做永远永远的好朋友。。。

Meaningless Day

2009-02-17T15:53:00.004+08:00

Again another boring day, doing nothing in school always feel like sleeping in class always so tired LOL. I really don't know why i am always so sleepy but anyway i still pay attention in class i still struggle to wake myself up. LOL

I really think that life are always so meaningless study is killing all the time but i still doing it everyday LOL i enjoy going to school but maybe please have more fun in it but not always so boring LOL. I am demanding for a lot LOL but it is really very torturing to stay awake if the day was just simply boring LOL.

I really very tired nowadays only band make my life having some aim as i always looking forward for band hope that time passes very fast so that i am able to go to band LOL. SIAN! I am just bored about my life...

Tired is what i can said about my everyday life tired of homework, testes, quizzes && even myself.

美丽的神话

Tired.
When will everything stops && let me catch my breath?
~~我一直希望和你的爱情是一种神话。永远不会停止。~~

Monday

2009-02-16T20:17:00.007+08:00

Sun
©2007-2009 ~poole85

Today just simply so hot! The sun was orange in colour, can see that is really very warm in the surrounding. I can't really take it, it make the lessons so damn boring && torturing i was like keep falling asleep never really listen to the lesson today LOL.

Hope that i still can catch up anyway today mas meaningless to me again LOL. Always think that Sec 4 life are so meaningless everyday not homework then test so tiring hate that. Today actually should not online at all but i need to complete the article that Mr Wee gave us so get a chances to online should i say slack LOL i don't really write a lot about the article ;p

Anyway i shall end here ba anyway my life still remain meaningless && boring...

I can't just pretend that nothing happen cause i still care about it. Hope that you stop angry anymore!!

Giving up again.
I am letting myself to wake up from the dream you given me.
I am giving up you now totally cause how much i hope is just useless i am just dreaming.
I stop dreaming now waked up totally.
Stop torturing me by standing in front of me cause all this just hurts me.
I can't tell you any thing about how i feel cause is so silly for me to know that i really fall in love with you.
Stupid.

Saturday && Sunday...

2009-02-15T21:02:00.020+08:00

Bored

Today was like damn hot && boring no mood to study but i did study for Chinese && Amaths other than that i never even touch it before don't ask me why sometime i can't even answer it to myself i am so tired of my life now everyday is like homework, quizzes, test && exam every thing are killing me i am tired.

Tired...
Anyway what happen i still need to study hard!!

Happy Valentine's Day 14 Feb

Thanks for all the Valentine's Day presents :)) I love it!!

In the morning i was unable to calm myself down as i am too excited about the concert in the evening. I can't concentrate on my studies just half complete my homework i was like start slacking again hate myself doing that but no choice i can't control myself well...

After slacking for hours is time to dress up meeting HuiShan && JingYi to complete up Emily's birthday present really hope that she like it is my idea so if any happen i should be the one who been blame LOL.

Anyway after completed the present went to meet the others then went to Republic Poly to watch the concert by Fuchun secondary school.

That's the photos taken during Valentine's Day. Enjoy :))

&&

Happy Valentine's Day, my valentines

Mickey will always love Minnie forever...

(No meaning to it please don't think too much but in fact Mickey really love Minnie in the Disneyland stories LOL)

Desmond, Sorry!!

♥ Reply
ZhunNi : Happy Belated Valentine's Day LOL ;p
Felicia Lee : Woo ic anyway i think it will be really touching to read it haaaa anyway actually you are which Felicia haaaaaa ;p sorry i still will mix up ==

花心
I still feel the pain not because i still like you but because i am hurt by you for nothing!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVE :))

2009-02-13T22:44:00.014+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day
©2007-2009 ~ieatSTARS

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVE :))

Xie xie Aileen for baking me a cake or cookie de foodstuff i don't really bear to eat it, it's so cute!!
Xie xie Pearlina for the green heart-shaped straw wor!!
This actually my first time to receive present during Valentine's day so really touched about it really thanks a lot!!

I can't really continue to write as i just before this post i updated my blog in Multiply (English Language blog) is like everything i must use correct English which i can't so now what i type to me is like all are wrong I HATE ALL THE TENSES IS KILLING ME LOL.

As what i say i am always bad in language neither my Maths so that me a very unusual human being good for nothing LOL.

Anyway i shall end here so that lesser words for you all to correct me LOL.

Desmond , Thanks for listening my craps again, always asking you silly question hope that i am not silly in your mind even i know i am but anyway sorry to tell you you still have to continue to listen to it, your page just got my attention... 好人对不起又烦了你一整晚

The End :))

Emily : Haa i will de :)) love you ;p
Darrel : LOL really but i think you will have a hard time teaching me ==

不会再为你难过了...
I hate English in someway cause i am just too stupid for it ;p
~~Sometimes i still need time to stop myself from loving you futher more...~~

♥痛

2009-02-08T14:26:00.010+08:00

The End
© By LeeMuZhen

Today wake up damn early about 7 plus which i usually wake up at 10 plus on Sunday. I am actually very tired but can't sleep so wake up && read Twilight.

After that do Amaths out of 9 question i done 5 of them left 4 i really don't know how to do then i do housework then Emaths revision then PLAY COMPUTER :)) then Physics revision then PLAY COMPUTER ;p

That's all for today :)) Sorry all my feeling && thoughts are lost temporarily hope that you all could bear with it ;p i think it will not take to long for me to recover JIA YOU MUZHEN :))

Desmond, sorry keep making you to listen to all my craps i am just not in a good mood but hope you don't really mind i using your page to talk to myself LOL. 好人对不起烦了你一整天.

我的心好痛...
哭过了,就算了吧...
I don't want to say anything more, it's over...

♥ Reply
Darrel : don't know i just want to ;p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY :))

2009-02-07T21:47:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday
©2004-2009 `valorfive

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY :))
Hope that you will smile always Love you :))

I don't really know how to continue so end here ba ;p

Did you cry?
I hate myself.I hate you.

♥ Reply
ZhunNi : Hello :)) Thanks for linking me ;p

BAND

2009-02-06T22:31:00.005+08:00

Hate Love

Today having the second night practise still very fun && enjoyable but much more scary as JingYi && HuiShan both saw someone teaching in the physics lab.

I don't really dare to see it anyway that none of my business haa ;p
I don't really know what to say i am always lost i can't find myself again...

白痴

♥ Reply
ChengSheng : LOL xie xie for the tag i also never tag you for very long le haaa but i lazy to tag back opps ;p haaa i know you don't mind de la haaa ;p

我好烦:((

2009-02-05T19:52:00.004+08:00

Sad
©2007-2009 ~marklarka

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON :))
This few days i am really 烦 can't tell why but i am getting much now today no homework only left History that's why i online now finally can relax a bit haa so bad ;p

Anyway today having sectional so nothing much i played Tenor Saxophone i can't say anything about it i just play because i need to play haaa sometimes we can't control anything just like i need to study because i just need to! No happy or even upset...

I really hate Physics SPA i am always doing the wrong thing but don't really realize it this the second time i am making mistakes this time is in front of the teacher LOL hate that i hate it is like so what lor can't explain i just hate it AAA

Anyway i am talking craps, today is a boring day i went to school with the same blue bag && meet YiPeng then lesson until 2 pm have my lunch with HuiShan && blah blah blah (lazy to list out ;p) then sectional then go home with Alistair && HuiLi then now sitting in front of the computer that's today a boring day AGAIN!

YAY i am cutting my hair soon HAPPY :)) if not going to be insult by HIM again ;p haaa ya i know my hair now really damn ugly so forgive you LOL hate my hair I WAN TO CUT CUT CUT IT HAAAA :))

Actually now i should be doing my Chinese homework but too lazy i just don't care la haaa ;p i am really bored this few days nothing to do in school so always slack like hell...

The most meaningful thing happen in this week is that HUILIN LEND ME TWILIGHT TO READ :)) i read the first 2 chapters only really enjoy it really nice thinking about when i am buying afraid in the end never buy i always like that de LOL hope i will not give up so easily again ==

The End.

I am still confuse by you
我不想学会，不想学会适应痛...

I {HATE/✖} HOMEWORK!!

2009-02-01T15:46:00.014+08:00

Confused
©2006-2009 ~Mushy-Pea

All the homework is damn hard i am going crazy if continue doing it but i can't stop doing it all must pass up tomorrow that why i am so FAN :((

But i got no choice anyway after doing 2 hours of homework i complete my Emaths paper but still got some question don't know how to do && SS left half question too FAN to continue doing so when to play computer LOL

Ya, i know i am very bad but can you stay in front of the study table looking at all the question try to do but almost all you don't know is really torturing!!

Physics && Amaths is killing me i really can't do most of them!!
Physics i can't do even a question all the question we never done before!! NO example = Don't know how to do LOL without example i really can't do my homework LOL.

Amaths i done most of it that i know how to do but let lots of question don't know how to do, No help LOL. So that why i am crazy can't complete it is making me nuts LOL!!

Anyway i am still hard working ;p at night i still left about 2-3 hours to do my incomplete homework.

Now just let me enjoy cause later will be very tiring!!

Today was a normal day as usual don't know why yesterday night can't sleep well slept at about 2 am LOL actually is much earlier de but... anyway i still fall asleep haaa ;p

So wake up at about 8 plus by Queenston == this is always the best alarm clock to wake us up on Sunday LOL then wake up do house work, DO HOMEWORK && now using the computer :))

Anyway i top up my card le LOL can sms me le YAY :)) LOL

The End :))

Back Again LOL!!
I am really going crazy about all the homework PHYSICS IS DAMN DIFFICULT!!
I can't even do a question i only complete the MCQ which most of them i anyhow do de LOL is really very difficult i really can't do i really don't know how i don't know how to even start to me all is wrong answer HELP!! Someone please help me i am going crazy soon AAA!!

What you left for me is just confusion

Thinking Process

2009-01-31T20:54:00.008+08:00

Thinking
©2007-2009 ~ejinho

There's something really wrong with my brain cause i am always thinking so negatively hope don't seen to appear in my mind...
But i can't control my emotion, feelings maybe i always need time to feel much more better i think staying at home is a very good way to heal yourself cause they don't know anything so i don't need to worry if they care about it mah...
Maybe i am in wrong too but can't control my feeling i always listen to my heart so...
Never mind if i am throwing temper like a little kid just leave me alone cause soon i will find the way out de...
Enough of the thinking process let me talk about today ba :))

Today is not too bad wake up about 8 have my super early breakfast && lunch && is damn full but i enjoy the meal cause today mummy at home so got nice food to eat ;p

Then i do homework but anyway can't complete all i am slow in doing homework a English essay take me about 1 && half hour to complete maths take me also 1 && half hour to complete only 1 exercise LOL but anyway i will try hard de so JIA YOU!!

Then after all this i iron clothes bring Queenston down for a walk then NOW sitting in front of the computer writing the post :))

Sorry Aaron i can't go for your birthday party cause i am slow in doing homework ==
Anyway wish you a Happy Birthday!!

♥ Reply
ZhuniNi : :))
JiaHui : Orh :))
LeeChin : TAG MORE!! ;p

Maybe i still need sometimes to learn...

Sadness

2009-01-30T22:24:00.005+08:00

Today was a bad day every things doesn't go the way i want but all the problem dose not lies on me everything is uncontrollable even how much i hope it will not happen it will always have my tears have drain off how much i want to cry is so difficult...

I don't really know how to say as it so long the entire day was bad even at this moment is terrible...

*No offense to anyone!!
I really very upset about the humiliation you given to me in this morning i understand that what you stated are the fact but sometimes try helping me to think too i don't really mean it but words came out your mouth hurts me!! If you mind i saying that i am really sorry!!

&& Seen like pain don't end so fast every started again in the night practise is just a great disappointment on myself i can't really remember the notes all this && that sitting there like a idiot every second how much i hope that the time can pass faster && stop the suffer cause sitting there between Norita && ZhengJia was really torturing i seen to me so extra i am totally transparent you all were playing around but i was sitting there watching all yours' action i don't have the mood to join in i believe i am also not welcome... && Watching Kennie, Norita && ZhengJia having so much fun but i was sitting like a idiot...

I am really thankful that Aileen care about me she kept standing beside me && bought cooling sweet for me as i lose my voice && during that moment i am really upset with myself hoping someone will care but i find out only Aileen really very thankful that you care!! but where are you all??

I don't really bother to care about you all maybe walking away is the best solution ba... Sometime pain is cause is hard to recover how much you all care for me in the last minute is just useless the time when i need you all the most you all are so far away from me... I am really tired of waiting for you all to care i should always know that i am not important at all so stop giving myself a false hope that i will be care... && to yours' info. i lose my voice i can't reply you all so calling me to say out all my unhappiness is... haiz I was left alone to practise but only can watch you all having fun having all the joys having the enjoyment without me... I am not blaming anyone i just really very upset i need to say out the disappointment i am having now i really don't mean to offense you all but times pain is so hurtful that i can't stop myself not to say all this...

Anyway, time to wake up from all the false dream i will never give up de cause i am the super girl!! JIA YOU MUZHEN!! But the wound will always be there forever...

♥ Reply
JiaHui : Thanks!! Happy New Year too!!
BoonChuan : tag more ba...

New Year :))

2009-01-27T18:16:00.004+08:00

Today was boring actually nothing much cause reach home at about 1 after staying overnight at my Ah ma's house a enjoyable night but i don't really love sleeping there that's too many reason anyway so better don't say ok let me tell you what i have done this few days ba :))

During the first day of new year go to my daddy side de house then after that mummy side :)) the end YAY a good festival with lots of red packets :)) (actually not really a lot ;p)

Actually i don't really feel like saying all this cause is like so many craps but i really enjoy myself eating lots of food ;p so let me post the photos ba i believe is more interesting then saying this && that :))

Bobby && Queenston (both are girls LOL i don't know why they name she as bobby anyway that's cute too ;p)

At Ah ma's house :))

♥ Reply
LeeChin : I watch a movie it told me that wanted to be together even a day is very selfish cause true love is no matter what even know that fate will bring each other away but still deeply in love maybe you will have to separate in a day or even a minute but you will never regret that you are loving each other...
Forever may sound beautiful but how many people can do it you don't know since that's the way i will believe in the true love in a moment maybe i feel more happier cause forever is too long...
Not all the love could be forever...
LeeChin : HOR HOR!! that's a comment lor BOX BOX BOX BOX BOX!!

HuiLi : WOO~ i love this lame joke cause i will be lucky wor YAY i hope that what yo say really come true ba hope that you also JIA YOU wor :))

TAG ME MORE :p

牛Year Eve :))

2009-01-25T19:23:00.003+08:00

Today is new year eve eating lots of food && now my tummy is really BIG LOL..

I have steamboat for lunch && dinner so really eat a lot really happy :)) even i will grow more && more fatter but really happy cause whole family can be together that true love i believe :))

I believe sometimes we were blame each other for this && that but so what if really care and concern about each other all of the hate will turn to love cause i only know what happen i love you all. Even i know we all have a bad temper always angry about stuff but in our heart we love each other really a lot so just stay happy :)) LOVE EUU(s)

BUT i still got do homework de done 2 question of history && few questions for maths ;p
I am just simply lazy to do haa HOLIDAY mood mah ;p

This few days i am thinking a lot about what is true love i think i really know what is it now true love may not be forever but at that moment when both of them are really in love with each other that love sometimes everlasting love may not means true love cause we can't really define what is love everlasting love maybe forever but love may turn in to responsible but true love no need forever just love each truly at that moment that true love...

I saw Karen(JingYi's friend) && his boyfriend i start to know that maybe the true love cause is just purely love without caring about any thing just love maybe that the love what everyone is looking for... (the story of her's you may go && ask JingYi i believe she will be very willing to tell you :)) )

True love do not care about anything all the stuff(e.g money,future,house.blah blah blah) just love :))

Ok let me define what is true love ba please be understanding to my broken English(i know i always blog with broken English but just BEAR WITH IT!! ;p )

True love is when both of them are truly in love with each other at a moment but it may not be forever.

Even what i define is wrong NO COMMENT SHOULD BE GIVEN!! cause that what i really think true love is !!

Anyway, HAPPY 牛 YEAR EVERYONE :)) !!
Wish you all, all the best && find your true love wor ;p !!

THANKS FOR TAGGING ME WOR HAAA TAG ME MORE PLEASE ;p LAME TAGS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME :))

♥ Reply
HuiMin : WOO xie xie :))
ZhunNi : HAA THANKS i am curious did someone call you all to tag me cause suddenly all of you tag me ;p HAA anyway TAG ME MORE ;p
Darrel : WOO~ Darrel you are clever haaa ;p :))

Review of answer
Nata + Coco = Nata De Coco :))
© by LEEMUZHEN ;p

Glenson : LOL haaa WRONG ;p is = to Nata De Coco haaaa ;p Box you (opps ;p)
LeeChin : Box Box Box Box Box YOU ;p haaaa no la is Nata De Coco hee i very clever hor haa think of this LOL == WOO~ at Malaysia ah BUY PRESENT ;p ==
BoonChuan : Thanks Xie xie :))
LeeChin : Aiyo never buy then never buy lor never mind de la haaaa leeleechin LOL (*vomit*)
ZhunNi : Haa really but you all suddenly tag together so haaaa ok TAG ME MORE HAAAAA LOL ==

Emily's House

2009-01-23T19:55:00.005+08:00

Today we having Chinese New Year celebration so we were off early about 12?? Then meet together at the hall then talk talk all way so finally reaches BPP then having our meal at KFC then talk talk again then we went to Emily's house to play having really a lot of fun there :))

At first we will talking about lots of ghost stories (affect me in someways as when i bath i was think a lot LOL) so really fun cause i love ghost stories even i scared LOL after that watch this >>>

The Girl Who Leapt Through Time (時をかける少女 Toki o Kakeru Shōjo)
really nice but i always don't understand why can't stories have happy ending how much i wanted they can be together but in the end they still can't be together...

I don't know why love is always so sad can't love be happy always having happy ending i really don't understand why?? why there's so many thing we can't control how much we hope that love can be forever but things always get wrong && making people to suffer...

People you should stop wasting your time on how much i love you or what cause is a waste of time if really in love never let it go cause you may lose it in a split second...

Please let me know the true love in life cause i always hope that love can be forever...

Oh ya... Need to ask everyone a question...
That is Nata + Coco = ?
Answer will be review on my next post if no one tag that's it no answer WOO~

♥ Reply
Jocelyn : Thanks for the tag it has been years no one tag me :))

Sunday :))

2009-01-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY :))
Anyway nothing to happy of cause tomorrow there's school LOL I think i am addicted on viewing blogshop almost every time i online i will be look at blogshop all the time always hope that the stuff they selling i also can have it ;p

Everything look so nice && good hope to have it too but anyway everything need... MONEY $$
Which i don't think i have any LOL but anyway saving money for Twilight Saga waiting for Chinese New Year so that can get a lot of red packet then got money to but :))

ANYONE WANT TO INVITE ME TO THEIR HOUSE DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR TO GET RED PACKETS ??
I am always willing to go :)) Invite me please!! $.$

God bless me :)) tomorrow will be a good day YAY :))

Blog-less

2009-01-16T21:34:00.006+08:00

I really don't know what i can really blog actually everyday seem so boring to me i got lesson everyday got band on Monday, Wednesday && Friday that all...

Nothing really interest me much life is so boring always talking about 'O' level almost every talk we have...

The end of my lifeless life...

BACK FROM VIEWING LOTS OF BLOGSHOP :))

xxtyle.bs
The Green one is damn nice lor!!

Views My Extreme Needs. to see bagpack && Sling bag from blogshop too :))

Love them ;p it is making me wanted it a lot so blogshop is bad OPPS haaa cause is making lots of people can't stop the temptation cause there are really damn nice :))

♥ Reply
Gina : :)) Thanks for the tag!!
LeeChin : == LOL
Darrel : WOO~ thanks :))
Darrel : LOL hope that no one is buying after new year so i can grab it first ;p
Darrel : anyway there's some boy stuff but i don't think you will like it haaa so is ok anyway thanks :))
BoonChuan : Haa thanks LOTS :))

Marching

2009-01-09T21:47:00.006+08:00

MARCHING!
Today we have our recording of the marching for the SYF cause it is one of the criteria for taking part in SYF so we have some marching practices before the recording so i start to really know the command && today i did not have any mistake on the left && right different from Wednesday i am kept making the direction mistakeS LOL

Anyway, hope that all the judges will accept it :)) && JIA YOU MUZHEN FOR SYF && 'O' LEVEL!!

I really need to work SUPER hard for everything this year everything is so important this year really hope that i will make it!!

Oh ya!! I just got my A maths test which is a test that see will i stay in A maths or drop it really worry about it hope i really can just pass!!

I will work SUPER hard for everything de so JIA YOU MUZHEN :))

Woo~ this year there is some changes of teacher they are,
English : Mr Wee
Amaths : Mdm Tan (remain)
Emaths : Mdm Tan (remain)
Pure Physic : Ms Neo
Pure Chemistry : Mr Yap (remain)
Chinese : Mdm Lee (remain)
Social Studies : Mr A... (remain) LOL i don't know how to spell his name ==
History : Mr Sng

LOL i got nothing better to do so write all this crabs LOL

OHH~ you know nowadays blogs are really cool cause teacher do view it :))
I believe some do view mine ba :)) can tag me haaaa i want to know who view mine mah ;p
Hope to see teachers' tags wor ;p

End here ba... told you school days are meant to be BORING LOL BUT Holidays with band are meant to be FUN :))

REMAINDER TO LEEMUZHEN :
Pay,
● Aileen $1.00
● ~~HuiLi $0.50~~

♥ Reply
BoonChuan : BOONCHUAN
Gina : HELLO :)) thanks for the tag!!

School Reopen

2009-01-04T15:49:00.005+08:00

School reopen le LOL sian!!
Don't really like it cause that means is going to 'O' level le :(( but anyway i will jia you de don't worry i already do finish my homework && some self-study before using the computer ;p

BORED Bored Bored Bored Bored nowadays life was damn boring for me how i hope that it will be more fun && full of excitement but it seem like back to the life full of undone homework, everyday worry for exams ,tests, quizzes are always life so meaningless??

I don't want to live meaninglessly... i want a happy life study cause i need to i accept it but i am finding what is the fun in that is to be with my friends to learn more stuff to make myself a more useful person!!

But what about going to work i am not finding a job just for money$ cause is totally meaningless to me i want is the fun in work not just because of money i am hate the feeling that working for money cause is like so what LOL...
★ No offenses to anyone cause that just my point of views

Actually not working now is after 'O' level hope i could find a job that i am interested in so that working will be always fun!!

Maybe i am thinking too far... now i should focus more on my studies than others...

End here cause life is boring nowadays LOL...

TAG ME!! apologies for the LAME posts but life is really boring so nothing much i can post but i still want to reply tagsssssssss!!

♥ Reply
BoonChuan : You tag me on 2nd jan right?? LOL oh... i see haaa i never go to that floor at all LOL
Glendson : Hallo too :)) LOL...

CONGRATULATION MS XIE :))

2009-01-03T20:23:00.004+08:00

Ms Xie && her hubby just married wor so sweet ba :))

Today meet the Gang!! we met early to go buy present for Ms Xie since we are visiting her house ;p

We bought sunflower for her i hope she will like it!! YiPeng && i also do cards for her wor !! ;p

Remind me to pay ChengSheng && JiaHui for the flowers LOL
I already put the money in my bag le just remind to give them... ;p

I really nothing much to say... life is still normal as usual...
I just hope that it can always be so peaceful && normal...

End of today... LOL anyway i am having fun today :))

I believe my post is getting more && more boring ba... that why no one tag me sorry for it but life is really too normal for my blog to be exciting LOL so hope that you all still tag me wor!!

♥ Reply
BoonChuan : == never saw you at all... anyway i don't really know where is your classroom LOL

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T14:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :))

Tomorrow school reopen...
Is a 'good' thing but i don't really like the feeling a lot just very weird but i know i still need to go to school i got no choice LOL...

Anyway i still love to go school :)) just...

I am watching Twilight the 5 times today cause i believe school reopen i can't watch again :((
I am buying the books really cause i don't want to give up something that i hold for so long...

This few days is really meaningless to me... I am staying at home slacking all the way anyway i complete most of the homework only left SS worksheet but i never attend the lesson so i don't really know what is going on so i try to catch up with others tomorrow ba...

I should end here i am going to watch Twilight again :))

♥ Reply
Aileen : :)) that's great!!

I've never given much thought to how I would die. But dying, in the place of someone I love, seems like a good way to go...

2008-12-31T12:17:00.010+08:00

I've never given much thought to how I would die. But dying, in the place of someone I love, seems like a good way to go...

How much i hope that our love can be forever but some how we are in different world but what happen i will always love you cause you are my life, losing you just only ruin my life...

Please don't leave me i am willing to become a 'monster' just because of you cause i love you...

I never really think much about how to love you but to me you are my everything, loving you is the only reason for me to continue living...

Words can't say out my love towards you but i just want to say i love you...

I think of this de wor cause i read about the summary of Twilight Saga Series then think of this the first sentence i got from the movie but the others i think de ;p good mah??

Haaaa when someone is in love, deeply in love what happen will never stop the love cause love is something incredible there's always forever!!

I hope every couple really think that they can be together is really a very great thing so never think too much about how great or how bad he/she is cause no one is perfect but if truly in love everything is perfect :))

LOVE EUU ALL :)) thanks for everything you all done for me cause i am really living very happily my life always bright up but you all :))

Haa i am random suddenly think all this funny stuff maybe i am just too in to Twilight ba haaaa...

TAG ME LA!!! ;p

♥ Reply
Jocelyn : WOO ~ thanks for the tag :))
Emily : Don't sad still got us mah :)) we will always be there de wor!!
Aileen : WOO~ ok i view it le is damn funny!! ;p

I Can't Control My Desire

2008-12-30T22:05:00.005+08:00

I can't control my desire now i need it more than i want...

But not much of worry for me le cause i am saving money && i believe i could buy it in this year please wait for me Twilight Saga!!

Enough of Twilight i am living in the world for this few days... Is time for me to wake up from my beautiful dreams && be realistic && save money :))

Ok last night or should i said this morning chat with LeeChin for 1 hour plus again... (is not boring wor some how crabs are still useful... ;p )
Then i very tired so go sleep wake up about 8am plus then do my leftover homework i am completing soon so i still very relax HATE MYSELF for doing that that why i hate to stay at home without anyone accompany cause i will always slack :((

Anyway i am completing soon so i still can afford to slack a bit ;p
In the afternoon watch Twilight again the third times but i view some of the comments there's people more crazy then me they watch a lot a lot of times the most is 20 times wor so i am still a normal fan of Twilight :))

I found out actually i always lost in my own thoughts no one can really influence my mood but only myself i always can't find the best way out of my thoughts, my thoughts always drown me && stop me from continue living happily...

Maybe is time for me to stop thinking so much cause the more i think the more i am suffering i always think so negatively all the thoughts i have always make me very upset actually some times the situation was not that bad but i just can't stop myself from thinking so bad that always make me hurt a lot...

Someone can teach me how to stop thinking all the negative thoughts && stay happy always can??
I am always willing to learn :))

Anyway, i really hate to the life i am living now just few days is making really unbearable...
I want BAND it make my life more meaningful, i will never feel lost with band cause i got some thing to do but now there's a short break it makes me really lost i am slacking always I HATE THAT!!
With band i got a aim to do, so school quickly reopen even i hate O level but i still want to have lessons it make my life more meaningful!!

&& CAN SOMEONE TAG ME WHY ARE YOU ALL STOP TAGG?? TAG OK??

The rose always let me think of Twilight LOL anyway i take de nice right haaa...

Twilight Saga

2008-12-29T13:38:00.011+08:00

Twilight Summary~

Isabella "Bella" Swan moves from sunny Phoenix, Arizona to rainy Forks, Washington to live with her father, Charlie. She chooses to do this so that her mother, Renée, can travel with her new husband, Phil Dwyer, who is a minor league baseball player. Bella attracts much attention at her new school and is quickly befriended by several students. Much to her dismay, several boys in the school compete for shy Bella's attention.

When Bella sits next to Edward Cullen in class on her first day of school, Edward seems utterly repulsed by her. After tricking a family friend, Jacob Black, into telling her local tribal legends, Bella concludes that Edward and his family are vampires who drink the blood of animals, not humans. Edward reveals that he initially avoided Bella because the scent of her blood was so desirable to him. Over time, Edward and Bella fall in love.

Their relationship is thrown into chaos when another vampire coven sweeps into Forks and James, a tracker vampire, decides that he wants to hunt Bella for sport. The Cullens plan to distract the tracker by splitting up Bella and Edward, and Bella is sent to hide in a hotel in Phoenix. Bella then gets a phone call from James in which he says that he has her mother, and that Bella must give herself up to save her. She does so and James attacks her, but Edward, along with the rest of the Cullen family, rescues Bella before James can kill her. Once they realize that James has bitten Bella's hand, Edward sucks the venom out of her system before it can spread and change her into a vampire. Upon returning to Forks, Bella and Edward attend their prom and Bella expresses her desire to become a vampire, which Edward refuses to let happen.

New Moon Summary~

Protagonist Isabella "Bella" Swan is thrown an eighteenth birthday party by Alice and Edward Cullen, the vampire she loves, and the rest of their vampire family. While unwrapping a gift, she receives a paper cut. Edward's brother Jasper, although attempting a non-human diet, is overwhelmed by the scent of blood and tries to attack Bella. In an attempt to keep her safe from the world of vampires, Edward tells Bella that he and the rest of his family are leaving the town of Forks, Washington because he doesn't want her anymore. Bella becomes severely depressed and seeks comfort with Jacob Black, an old family friend who eases her pain over losing Edward.

Bella and Jacob begin spending a lot of time together, and Bella soon discovers that the rush of adrenaline present when she places herself in dangerous situations stimulates hallucinations of Edward's voice. Bella begins seeking out dangerous behavior, such as riding a motorcycle, to trigger the illusions. Meanwhile, Jacob finds out that he is a werewolf, and eventually reveals this secret to Bella. The werewolves begin to protect Bella from the pursuit of the vampire Victoria, who seeks revenge for the death of her mate, James, who was killed by the Cullens in Twilight. After Bella attempts cliff-diving, she gets caught in a riptide and is rescued by Jacob.

At the same time, Alice Cullen, Edward's vampire sister who has visions of the future, has a vision of Bella jumping off the cliff. Presuming Bella is dead, Alice rushes to Forks to check on Charlie Swan, Bella's father, while Edward calls Bella's home. Jacob answers and informs Edward that Charlie is at a funeral, referring to that of a man in town who had died of a heart attack, but Edward draws the conclusion that he means Bella's funeral. Desperate after Bella's supposed death, Edward flies to Italy to see the Volturi, peace-keeping vampires who would be able to kill Edward, granting him leave of a world without Bella.

Bella and Alice rush to Italy to stop Edward, and save him before it is too late. Before they leave Italy, the Volturi tell them that Bella, a human who knows of the existence of vampires, must either be killed or changed into a vampire herself. After they return to Forks, Edward explains to Bella that he only left in order to protect her, and she forgives him. The book ends with the Cullens voting in favor of Bella being changed into a vampire, much to Edward's dismay.

Eclipse Summary~

The story begins with the revelation that Seattle is being plagued by a string of unsolved murders, which Edward suspects are being caused by a newborn vampire that is unable to control its thirst. Edward and Bella fill out college applications, while Bella explains to Edward her desire to see Jacob, her werewolf friend, again. Meanwhile, Alice Cullen has a vision that Victoria, a vampire who is hunting Bella, is back in town. Although Edward fears for her safety, Bella insists that Jacob and the rest of the werewolf pack would never harm her, and he eventually allows her to visit Jacob once in a while.

A few days later, Bella expresses her desire to have sex with Edward before being turned into a vampire. Edward initially refuses, explaining to Bella that he could very easily kill her. Eventually, upon realizing how much it means to Bella, he agrees to try in the future as long as they are married first. Despite having an aversion to marriage, Bella realizes that spending eternity with Edward is more important to her than anything else and accepts his proposal.

Bella and the Cullens realize that the murders in Seattle are being committed by Victoria and an "army" of newborn vampires. The Cullen family joins forces with the werewolf pack in order to combat this threat. As everyone else prepares for battle, Edward and Bella camp up in the mountains, where they are later joined by Jacob and Seth Clearwater, a young member of the werewolf pack, to wait out the fight.

In the morning, Jacob overhears Edward and Bella discussing their engagement and becomes very upset. He threatens to join the fight and get himself killed because Bella doesn't love him. To stop him, Bella kisses Jacob and realizes that she loves him, too. After Victoria and her army are successfully destroyed, Bella explains to Jacob that while she loves him, her love for Edward is greater and she cannot live without him. Jacob, angry at Bella's decision to become a vampire, runs away in his wolf form to escape the pain he feels.

Breaking Dawn Summary~

Breaking Dawn is split into three separate "books", or parts. The first part details Bella's marriage and honeymoon with Edward, which they spend on a private island off the coast of Brazil. Edward grants Bella's wish and makes love to her. Soon after, Bella sees a box of unused tampons and realizes that she is pregnant. After contacting Carlisle, who confirms her belief, she and Edward plan to return home. Edward, concerned for her well being, urges her to get an abortion. However, Bella wants to keep the child and decides to contact Rosalie for support, knowing that Rosalie has always wanted children.

The second part of the novel is written from Jacob Black's point of view, and lasts throughout Bella's pregnancy and childbirth. The pack of werewolves, not knowing what danger the unborn child may pose, make plans to destroy it, even though they must kill Bella to do so. Jacob vehemently disagrees with this decision and revolts, leaving the pack to form his own with Seth and Leah Clearwater. Bella soon gives birth, approximately a month after becoming pregnant. The baby breaks many of her bones, and Bella loses massive amounts of blood. In order to save her life, Edward changes her into a vampire. Jacob, who was present for the birth, immediately "imprints" — an involuntary response in which a werewolf finds his soul mate — on Edward and Bella's newborn daughter, Renesmee.

The third section of Breaking Dawn shifts back to Bella's perspective, finding her changed into a vampire and enjoying her new life and abilities. However, the vampire Irina misidentifies Renesmee as an "immortal child", a child who has been turned into a vampire. The creation and protection of "immortal children" was previously outlawed by the Volturi. After Irina presents her allegation to the Volturi, they plan to destroy Renesmee and the Cullens. In an attempt to save her, the Cullens gather vampires from around the world to stand as witnesses and prove to the Volturi that Renesmee is not an immortal child. Upon confronting the gathered Cullen allies and witnesses, the Volturi discover that they have been misinformed and immediately execute Irina for her mistake. However, they remain undecided on whether Renesmee should be viewed as a threat to the secret existence of vampires. At that time, Alice and Jasper, who had left prior to the confrontation, return with Nahuel, a 150-year-old vampire-human crossbreed like Renesmee. He demonstrates that the crossbreeds pose no threat and the Volturi leave, knowing that they no longer have just reason to destroy Renesmee. Bella, Edward and Renesmee return to their home, free to live their lives in peace.

Nice right?! I love it a lot i am saving money money money :))
★ Resources found in wikipedia

I watch-ed it twice is really very very nice!! I love it really a lot so now saving money to buy the books :)) JIA YOU MUZHEN SAVE MONEY WOR $.$!!

I never wanted some thing so badly before i can't control my heart && soul i really want Twilight saga a lot!!

DADA told me maybe is just 三分钟热度 but i don't know why it is making me unable to concentrate much in anything ... LOL

Ok enough of twilight let's talk about what is happening today, in the morning i done some of the homework then about 12 plus call LeeChin to chat for about 1 hour plus?? Then i watch twilight the second time anyway i think i am watching again if i am free LOL

So talk to LeeChin a lot of stuff... I start to know that she is changing the changes can be seen by not only me also others... I am not asking for much from you maybe just hope that you don't left me out cause i hate that hope you will back to someone who we used to love!! What happen i will still care about you de cause you help me when i need help the most so i really very thankful about it what you done i will never blame on you de!!

LEECHIN :)) happy i post de thing got about you la!!

I know you are lost... but just be happy ok there's still us what happen we will always be there for you how much changes in life we will never forget you cause you are our friend!!

Cheer up some times we really can't control the situation so don't worry about it too much :))

AAA i feel the pain when i know she got the whole set of Twilight :(( i want it too!!
I don't know i am really very upset about not having Twilight my heart seen like losing some thing really important to me!!
The first time i am having this feeling i can't control HELP!!

♥ Reply
LeeChin : :)) STAY HAPPY WOR!!
LiXue : Relink le :))
Darrel : :))

Twilight

2008-12-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

100 POSTS :))

LOL
I just watch-ed finish the movie Twilight really very very very nice!!

I must buy the books i need it a lot AAA... Anyway this means is time for me to save money :(( so must not anyhow buy things that i want!!

Today was a great day out with ERER we went to Chinatown to buy chinese new year clothes but most of them is i am the one buying as ERER already buy most of them le...

Actually i got not much to say about the shopping day today cause my whole mind is thinking of twilight do watch the movie!! && buy the books that the best cause i am buying soon if i could save up all the money fast LOL

♥ Reply
Simon : :))
BoonChuan : Thanks LOL :))

Tomorrow Concert Day

2008-12-26T22:08:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow Concert Day not really scare at this moment but i believe will be a really busy day hope that i could play well!!

Today band was not too bad the clarinet choir was great with ZiJun help!!
Maybe confident is what i always lack of maybe having more confident problem will solve but anyway now also not too bad with ZiJun help we still play not bad as what Mr Er said so that enough...

After band practise went to Aileen's house to do card for Simon && others hope they like it cause we really take a lot of effort to do && this must be the first time Aileen do all this sewing things so we really take a lot time && effort to do it must like it wor!!

Sorry Aileen that i don't Mei Teng only need 1 ticket last time she say her sister is buying too but i believe i made a mistake sorry hai your friend can't buy SORRY!! Hope you will not angry about it i should always ask clearly for everything!!

Don't know what will really happen tomorrow i can't believe tomorrow is the concert is like time pass really fast!! I am not too sure am i prepare for it but i will always do my very best de!!

WOO~ anyone still want to buy ticket to support us don't worry you can walk in purchase the ticket at Singapore Conference Hall so quickly grab your last minute tickets wor!!

View this website this will give you more information about how to reach there so don't worry too much about it quickly have your last minute ticket(S)!!

Woo~ Ya, i am saving about $100 to buy Twilight the whole series of book i really want it a lot!!
Cause i believe it will be a nice one && i want to improve myself with books that i will sure like de!!

OK let me list out what books i want to buy...
● Twilight
● New Moon
● Eclispse
● Breaking Dawn
● Chinese Cinderella
● Chinese Cinderella && The Secret Dragon Society

Still got one more forgot the name of the book but is about a dog de... Is stories about staying with the worse dog in the world...

I want all!! == can it drop down from the sky for me LOL you know this the first time i really want to BUY BOOKS can't believe it ba but i really want it a lot!! ==

I am going to watch Twilight movie on net soon LOL maybe this Sunday after buying new year clothes...ERER said not nice but she think the book will be a better one i also think so too but i still haven't watch it LOL I WANT ALL THE BOOKS!! ><

♥ Reply
Aileen : WOO~ really that's great i hope you can wear it often too haaaa :))
LeeChin : You really know?? But even how much you know she will never know...never...
Maybe time pass i am not important anymore && so there will never have me in yours' talk && minds... completely forget about me...
ChengSheng : Merry X'mas too :))

How important i am i don't want to give any damn anymore cause i should always know that even you are important to me even in my heart you are my best junior is just useless cause i know that i am not your best senior at all...

I hope that the blessed one should be really happy that he/she is her best senior cause how mush i want to be is always impposible... But i don't ask for much maybe sometime you do care about me i am always happy about it...

To Simon,
The card really hope you will like it i do it really really nicely de!!
The music note i sew is abit out of shape hope you don't mind && use it!!

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T14:39:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone!!

Anyway yesterday was fun thanks to Darrel for inviting us to have a merry christmas count down we really having a lot of fun play there!!

We watch many many scary videos, movies && games really very scary i got a lot of shocks LOL...

Sorry people like Desmond && ZhiXiong you both are just beside me so when i shout both of you get it LOL haaaa

The first time i sleep so late at about 4 am then i start to feel tried && went to bed then about 7.30 am i wake up le so never really sleep a lot maybe later will have nap ba ;p

The gift exchange so fun i hope Aileen will really like what HuiLi && i done for her we really take a lot of effort to do it so must wear hor!! BUT must handle with care as is handmade that means is really fragile LOL

Anyway is really a enjoyable night for me the first time i really experience what is christmas for :))

&& i must say that James really cute lor he told me he can't sleep cause he scared don't about what but after he said that about few minutes later he fall asleep le LOL he really funny lor anyway thanks for supporting me when i need a support xie xie :))

I ALWAYS LOVE CHRISTMAS :))

I am really upset, you always say we don't care about you but you always left us together with her you are making me look like i am simply nothing && i am always out...

I always hope that i could be the one who always in standby mode for you but now i know i am just extra to do that, you are not out but i am cause you have her...

I really very upset about it maybe is time i let go everyone hands && be gone...

To someone who angry during that night

I always hope that you are always beside me so that i can take care of you but you are not always there for me to care...

Maybe is i need you more than you need me && why nowadays you are always making me upset why??

You always call me cry && say out all the sadness but can i tell you i hate you to leave me because of them who are in different world as me??

I hate that you are always leaving me behind i am always worry to go out with you cause i know you will never stop for me cause to you fun is more important than me... I don't blame you cause i am just a nobody, who will really care about how i feel who??

I called him to accompany you cause i am worry about your safety you know how much i don't want you to go but i know how i feel is not important at all the most important is how much you want to go...

I am so silly to do that cause by doing that i am getting more pain...

I hate myself...

To someone who always left me out but don't even know, hurting me but don't even know...

I am not strong as before now i am tired i need to rest so places to heal my pain i hope you all can stop my pain now cause i don't why my pain are always adding...

♥ Reply
Kennie : Cause you are always making CRY!! ;p
Jocelyn : I will always try de... Xie xie :))
XiaoYu : Haa really ;p
Kennie : LOL dun tell me you don't know!!
Jasmine : Orh :)) got ZiJun le...
PeiYi : Link you asap!!
LeeChin : Cry can't solve problem i know... but i can't do anything to solve my problem cry is only to make me feel better...
Kerrin : :)) ya...
BoonChuan : LOL the 肾蛋筷了 << like wrong wor ;p
LiLi : Merry Christmas && Happy New Year too!! :))

Reply...

2008-12-22T21:06:00.004+08:00

♥ Reply
Simon : NOT KUA ZHANG REALLY!! Really very 帅 when you play haaaa i like part L when you play really damn nice!!
>< Why must be this season, the concert?? I GOT NO MONEY, ANYWAY STILL CAN WATCH MAH?? == LOL
ZhunNi : :)) xie xie i will de!!
Glendson : You also, quickly recover from your fever hor!!
BoonChuan : LOL, not angry le angry also useless LOL
JingYi : Xie xie!! Ya i hate tears but i can't stop myself from dropping tears :(( anyway i will JIA YOU DE!!
HuiMin : Xie xie :))
BaoXia : :)) thanks for the link :)) ok i will de :))

Xie xie ni men pei wo....
&& Aileen && Jocelyn for the message both of you send to me!!

I HATE YOU JERK!!

2008-12-20T18:47:00.015+08:00

I HATE YOU JERK!! I hate you why are you doing this all this stupid && disgusting actions can you ever use your brain to think you are always ask people to understand you && be good to you but you are always doing all this stupid things to make me hate!!

You know how much i bear with my hate to you i always can't see your good points but i will always think to make you look better in my mind but now you are doing all this I HATE YOU!!

I am not a holy person who can understand what are you doing i just can't, cause to me all your words all your actions just making me more && more hate you!!

You mess up my day making me keep thinking of the disgusting scenes which make me unable to finish up my food cause what i am eating is just letting me think that i am eat your saliva...

I got my limits i am really tired today no mood to do any thing le but you still do that to me TELL ME WHY?? I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!

I am so silly to cry about it but i just can't control after getting scolding today i am really very upset plus i am damn tired && with your stupid action is making really unbearable!!

I hate you really!! I hate to hate someone but... you are just so... I HATE YOU!! You know how much anger in me towards you i always try to bear with your stupid issues && try to understand but WHY WHY WHY you still can't use your brain to think...

I really hate you i know is you cause i believe no one in band will do this stupid thing only YOU i don't want to say who you are cause i know you are good to me some times...

But tell you something at this moment I HATE YOU!! I don't know can i forgive you cause i really hate you a lot, 3 years of friendship can be destroy by you just by a disgusting action, cause this 3 years i always bear with your DISGUSTING ACTIONS!!

OK after saying i feel much better i got no more comment on it cause i am totally disgusted by it anyway today was a very tiring day with the full concert rehearse...

Woo~ Xie xie ni men for concern about it ya the true is that i am petty haaa :)) but i just can't take it i really hate him a lot!! anyway thanks for the concern!! I look like having serious mood swings right haaa ;p

Aileen told me Simon read my blog :)) ok let me repost the admire de post ba if you are there see ;p

他, 超帅的!!♥.♥

He really very 帅 when he was playing i can't take my eyes off him the way he play the way he handle his instrument,oboe && English horn was damn cool :))

The way he play the music was so wonderfully done!! His tone is really very nice, listening to his playing was really very very enjoyable!!

Anyway today we got to complete Saga.C so is not a bad day but i definitely enjoy the day cause i get a chances to listen to his playing anyway he is Simon, a oboist from CVSS our cousin band :))

I really enjoy the day with your beautiful playing hope to listen to your playing again :))

By, Your Little Admirer
MUZHEN :))

Ok i should end here hope you read it anyway your playing really great :))

♥ Reply
Aileen : LOL
James : LOL i tag myself de just using his name anyway he allow mah ;p
Pearlina : :)) xie xie
Aileen : :))
Emily : :)) ya happy IMPORTANT!!
Kennie : LOL i believe you, don't know why i believe la haaa just believe!! so all ~~all the words~~ le mah haaa :))
Desmond : WOO HAAAA XIE XIE TAG WOR EVEN I KEEP ASKING YOU TO DO SO BUT ANYWAY YOU TAG HAAA HAPPY LOL ==

Back just to say YOU are forgiven cause i think i am silly to angry since is a stupid action so why should i angry about it LOL ! YA I AM LAME BUT STOP THAT I DON'T WANT ANY HATE IN MY LIFE SO PLEASE STOP THAT TO MAKE ME DON'T HATE YOU!! && USE YOUR BRAIN MORE OK??

I get back all my words i will believe you cause you are always in blame for every thing && you are my friend...

TO EVERYONE I DON'T WANT TO KNOW IS WHO CAUSE EVER I KNOW IS USELESS LE SO EVERYONE STAY HAPPY!! STAY HATE-LESS :)) !!

CONGRATULATION TO JACQUELINE && QIUJIN!!

2008-12-18T22:05:00.006+08:00

CONGRATULATION TO JACQUELINE && QIUJIN!!
&& Aileen she got the result what she want happy for her!!

Anyway i bet you all are thinking what i am congrats about haa today is the day back of 'N' level result so all the NA got back their result hope that all can successfully go to sec 5!!

Also want to Xie xie Aileen for helping me sell all my tickets!! BUT don't worry there's still enough for everyone so don't worry contact me && grab your tickets ba!! ;p

Today in the morning having sectional really tiring after playing from 9am to 1pm?? really very tired but anyway after eating my wonderful lunch with Emily, HuiShan , LeeChin && Steven i am really energetic so went back to band room to help on the props having fun there!! :))

I always love the time we were together!! :))

There is things i can't control but is making me crazy AAA :((

To you all,
We are in different world.
We shares different ideas && point of views.
You all can't stop && wait for me && i also can't understand the world you all are living in...

So i decided to choose to leave, but i am not lonely at all cause when i turn back to see there's always them, always there for me.

You all let me know that how great && important are them, they are really call friends cause when i need them they are always there but not you all...

I start to know that the people i should really care are them.
Thanks for letting me know that who are really true friends, that are them, sorry about that i am always neglected you all cause used to don't know how important are you all...

To him,
Stop crying or emoing!!
Maybe my words to you are meaningless but really stop thinking of it, it is useless what really help is your action maybe now is time for you to face to face && talk to her maybe this will solve your problem && bring back your smile!!

To her,
Please give him an answer to stop this situation ba...

To my dear friend,
I'm disappointed when i know you enjoy a lot maybe more than what we have be together to you maybe is something that are not important at all but i believe to us it is damn important...

Some times please think of what i feel i am always feeling upset about it but you don't know at all only think of them but not me, always not me...

Maybe he is right you are changing to some one that i can't hold completely maybe in a split second i will lost you, my dear friend :((

All from someone who call "friends"...

KENNIE POH JIA RUI!! PLEASE COME FOR BAND PRACTICE && DON'T BE LATE AGAIN IF NOT YOU WILL GET IT FROM ME!!

♥ Reply
Glendson : :)) should i wish a belated one too ;p

Happy Birthday Glendson && Jasmine

2008-12-17T20:57:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Glendson && Jasmine

Today was a tiring day but Mr Er said we play not bad so i think is worth it!!

I am really happy that Mr Er told us that we played well for the clarinet choir but actually i am not doing a good job cause i keep pressing the wrong key :((

Hope that tomorrow sectional i can buck up on my fingering && tonguing!!

I got my plan for this week tomorrow i must complete my Algebra Booklet, Friday complete my SS && History worksheet && this last week of the holiday is time to let my recall all the subject to let me have a better start in the new year!!

Tomorrow is the out of the result for 'N' level hope that all seniors can get good result!! I am also worrying about my 'O' level :(( i hope that there's really miracle happen in the next new year so that i can really successfully go to ploy :))

From a lot of people poly don't really great as we don't have a fix classroom all this && that but i want to go ploy fast so that i will not always worry too much about big examinations so STRESSFUL :(( ya i know i will such regret about it but now i really hope to go poly fast!!

AAA i am actually doing the quiz from LeeChin's blog but because of i wanted to upload picture all the question get mess up :((

♥ Reply
ZhunNi : :))
Jocelyn : Haa really what about now ;p haaaa see when you are free ba :))
Pharos : Haa thanks :))

Xie xie Vanessa to do this for me :))

Band :))

2008-12-15T21:38:00.006+08:00

Today band was not too bad the drama was so cute all the sec 1 acting were so cute anyway i can't really concentrate cause i am watching the drama && also Simon (Woo i find his blog so view it && see what is happening in his life ba :)) ) playing, he play really very nice!!

I know that you smoke but so what you are talented i am still admire with your talent maybe what type of person you are i can't change we should all understand no one is prefect so i should not expect you to be so wonderful as what i imagine so JIA YOU in your playing but please SMOKING IS BAD FOR HEALTH!! ;p

Anyway anyone watch the POLAR EXPRESS?? is really nice love it!!

Is about X'mas, i always love X'mas i love every thing about X'mas, my 2 favorite days both are in December that are my birthday && X'MAS!!

I love to exchange present during X'mas but maybe not too much for this year i am simply in need for money LOL

My mind are blank now so i think i should end here!!

Specially thanks to Jocelyn for sending me the birthday message, sorry about it i think my mobile phone was not in its best form so... anyway thanks a lot for it!!! && sorry for the late thanks ;p

♥ Reply
Jocelyn : Sorry!! i never receive but now i know you got send so really XIE XIE :))
LeeChin : YA!! anyway you played well too mah ;p

Happy Birthday Nora :))

2008-12-14T15:20:00.004+08:00

Today is Nora's birthday wish her a

Happy Birthday

I am really bored now my homework still left about 40%?? actually i wanted to look for friends to teach me but too bad next week there's band everyday so i have no more time to meet them out but thanks to AILEEN she willing help me but don't worry too much is not a lot i believe with your cleverness you can finish by 1 day ;p

But when you see such a easy question i also don't know how to do don't kill me hor ;p

WOO~ i want to thanks this people :))

JieSheng for giving me a pencil case as a birthday present :))

In my blog,
● Pearle
● XiaoYu

In friendster,
● Emily
● Jennifer
● HuiCheng
● ShihHui
● KokYang

Xie xie for every thing wor :))

♥ Reply
Pearle : Xie xie :))
BoonChuan : :))
XiaoYu : Xie xie :)) , haaa to the pro(s) i am really unprofessional ;p

Happy Birthday To Me :))

2008-12-12T21:35:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :))

12Dec my birthday wor :)) anyway thanks for everyone for all the things you all have done for me this few days && the whole year i really appreciate a lot!!

Let me upload some photos,

♥ Family,
Present from ERER

Meal from my whole family

♥ Teacher,
Present from Ms Xie

♥ Friends,
Present from MEITENG

Present from BoonChuan

♥ The Gang!,
Present from YiPeng

Present from Vanessa

♥ ZSB,
Present from Band mates,

Cake from
● Aileen
● Darrel
● Glendson
● HuiLi
● HuiMin
● JiaHui
● JingYi
● Jocelyn
● LeeChin
● SiJia

Anyway ignore my UGLY face LOL

&& thanks for the birthday messages you all sent to me i saw all but sorry my mobile phone low prepaid so can't reply LOL,
● BoonChuan
● ChengSheng
● Darrel (actually i never saw the message maybe my phone is having problem or the network but anyway i know you sent to me le so thanks :)) )
● HuiShan
● Jennifer
● JieSheng
● Musliha
● MeiTeng
● QiuJin
● Vanessa
● XinYi
● YongJing
● ZhiYi

&& thanks for the birthday comment given in friendster,
● Aidah
● Eugene
● Emily
● FongCheng
● Jennifer
● MeiXuan
● XinYu

&& thanks for the birthday tag in my blog,
● BoonChuan
● Jacqueline
● KaiJin
● LeeChin
● LiXue
● SiMin
● XinYi
● YiPeng

Really XIE XIE NI MEN :)) i really enjoy my birthday :))

♥ Reply
LiXue : Xie xie i really have a great birthday :))
Kerrin : Lol i look funny == but anyway thanks :))
KaiJin : Xie xie :))
Jacqueline : Xie xie :))
SiMin : Xie xie, i will stay happy de :))
YiPeng : Xie xie, && thanks for your present :))
BoonChuan : Xie xie, i am really surprise by you thanks for waking up so early to pass me the present!!
XinYi : HELLO :)) Xie xie :))
LeeChin : Xie xie :))

11 Dec | Happy Birthday Mr Lee :))

2008-12-11T09:55:00.009+08:00

Today is Mr Lee's birthday so wish him a

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :))

Today in the afternoon going to do the clarinet choir actually i know most of them but some parts still can't run well so i believe today i can practise for it :))

Tonight going to celebrate my early birthday cause ERER not free on Friday night maybe this mean i can be home late on Friday right? ;p anyway anyone got any plan for my birthday?? i bet none ba but never mind i don't mind staying at home play computer LOL

Anyway tomorrow is my birthday when you saw me please say Happy Birthday wor ;p

I am damn bored so i decided to do a quiz from Glendson, Jocelyn, JiaHui && more 's blog LOL

1.List 1 -5 number(s) of people that you thought of,
Aileen
HuiLi
HuiShan
Jocelyn
LeeChin
★ Not in order

2.Recall something memorable you had done for them,
Aileen -●❥ Helping her to find her mobile phone??
HuiLi -●❥ Always try to be understanding with her lateness LOL
HuiShan -●❥ Eh... i done a lot things for her but i don't think any are memorable LOL
Jocelyn -●❥ Giving her a HUG XD
LeeChin -●❥ Listen to her xin shi (but always repeating the same thing LOL)

3. && now, recall something memorable they had done for you.
Aileen -●❥ Giving me my favorite Green hair band :))
HuiLi -●❥ The first one who willing to run && find me when i ran away && willing to wait for me cry finish for an hour :))
HuiShan -●❥ Willing to wait for me to cry finish for an hour
Jocelyn -●❥ Doing the card for me before going off to Japan, Xie xie :))
LeeChin -●❥ Woo~ got a lot that is stepping my leg, making me fall, making me ANGRY LOL

4. Recall something bad you have done to them.
Aileen -●❥ Letting her to rearrange the library alone
HuiLi -●❥ Eh... i don't recall i did any LOL maybe there is just i don't really know you are unhappy about it :))
HuiShan -●❥ Never pei her to go some places she wanted me to accompany LOL Sorry i am just too lazy to move ;p
Jocelyn -●❥ Making you upset for the Japan Trip i don't mean it but SORRY!!
LeeChin -●❥ Woo~ saying bad about him in front of her ;p JUST KIDDING ;p

5. Recall something bad they have done to you.
Aileen -●❥ NONE :))
HuiLi -●❥ Always late, LOL
HuiShan -●❥ Saying words that should not be say during that time, my crying time
Jocelyn -●❥ When we never talk...
LeeChin -●❥ Woo~ i got lots to say let me list out ba :))
● Stepping my leg
● Making me fall
● Make fun of me
● etc.
see so bad ba ;p

6. Recall something they have said to you that is memorable.
Aileen -●❥ I am a good person LOL
HuiLi -●❥ She is not good in talking so only action can shows!!
HuiShan -●❥ Will always be there for me (in some form this meaning i can't remember what she really say ;p)
Jocelyn -●❥ HUG HUG XD
LeeChin -●❥ You are not my friend but my good friend (i believe you forgot le ba, during the BBQ i said you are my friend ba so help me eat the chicken wings then you say no i am not your friend but your good friend, remember? )

7.Recall something they have said to you that is hurtful.
Aileen -●❥ MY HEAD LOOKS LIKE DARREL LOL
HuiLi -●❥ What you want me to do? (in a harsh way which you don't really always use)
HuiShan -●❥ Words that you say when i am crying
Jocelyn -●❥ You are disappointed by me (never face to face but from your words i know you are ), sorry
LeeChin -●❥ Opps too many ;p

8.If you were to give them a nickname, what will it be?
Aileen -●❥ 小公主
HuiLi -●❥ ALIBABA :))
HuiShan -●❥ PeiShan
Jocelyn -●❥ Chocolate Chips, random LOL
LeeChin -●❥ Lemon Tree

9.Have you dream about them?
Opps... None i dream of them before LOL if really have i also can't remember when i wake up i always don't remember what i dream LOL

End of the Quiz :)) enjoy reading my blog && TAG ME!!

Back Again :))

XIE XIE DA JIA :))

Really thanks for everyone helping me to celebrate my early birthday today :))

Ok let me say what happen first before thanking them :))

In the afternoon meeting HuiLi when i saw her at under my house playground there she was rushing to somewhere i was thinking is she so forgetful that she even forgot about meeting me so i rush to her she was like so shock about it but anyway i accompany to the Bubble Tea Shop she was telling me she wanted to buy i was like you very funny la why don't call me pei you to buy in the end actually she was buying the cookie i always hint her to buy de LOL XIE XIE for buying for me :))

Then after that we went to school only got Aileen, JiaHui && Kerrin there anyway i don't have my file is in the AVA room && Aileen also don't have her parts so we went to AVA room to take the stuff, Aileen played me Happy Birthday Song, XIE XIE :))

After that we have our sectional on the Clarinet Choir when Jasmine && Pearlina came then after that HuiLi asking me to accompany her to buy lunch for others so we went to Greenridge Shopping Center to buy...

After buying went back to music room at first nothing happen but suddenly the lights off voices of everyone start to sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song for me, Jocelyn walked out from the store room with JingYi, HuiMin, Glendson && LeeChin with the cake on Jocelyn's hand, i actually don't really know what to react with it but anyway XIE XIE :))

Then we ate the cake && HAPPY ENDING :))

Ok now is time to say about the early celebration with my family :))

When i reach home we start to go off to meet my dad with Queenston too!! She was there when we were eating the meal really a good girl when we were eating so guai MUZHEN sayang ;p

OK end here LOL actually we just eat && talk so none to write about ;p

People thanking today :))
● Aileen -●❥ Played Happy Birthday song for me, celebrating with me && making surprise party for me
● Glendson -●❥Celebrating with me && making surprise party for me
● HuiLi -●❥ For the cookie you bought for me, celebrating with me && making surprise party for me
● Jasmine -●❥ Celebrating with me && making surprise party for me
● JiaHui -●❥ Celebrating with me && making surprise party for me
● JingYi -●❥ Celebrating with me && making surprise party for me
● Jocelyn -●❥ Celebrating with me && making surprise party for me
● Kerrin -●❥ Celebrating with me && making surprise party for me
● LeeChin -●❥ Celebrating with me && making surprise party for me ;p you are still good to me after all LOL
● Pearlina -●❥Celebrating with me && making surprise party for me

To unknown all the balloons you all done for me :)) i do keep it :)) see...

Thanks all for the cake && stuff XIE XIE :))

To my Beloved family,
● Daddy -●❥ For the wonderful meal :))
● Mummy -●❥ For the wonderful meal :))
● DADA -●❥ For the wonderful meal :))
● ERER -●❥ For the wonderful meal && the thumb drive you bought for me as Birthday present
● Queenston -●❥ For been so cute ;p

XIE XIE!!

I think i am not good in saying all this touching words so i hope you all really understand i am really thankful for every thing you all done for me :)) LOVE YOU(s)

♥ Reply
Aileen : XIE XIE :)) my nice nice de 小公主 ;p
LeeChin : ;p

Happy Birthday Jacqueline:))

2008-12-10T21:06:00.010+08:00

Today is Jacqueline's Birthday

Happy Birthday To You :))

anyway we also have a early birthday celebration for Mr Lee as his birthday is on 11 Dec but i never take any photos as you know my mobile phone can't take photos anymore but that not the worse cause yesterday going out with the Gang i dropped my mobile phone in the public toilet bowl it was not that worse after all as the toilet bowl was clean really thanks for the previous user to flash it :))

Ya, it can be use cool right? but the battery system is having problem just only 1 day the phone required 2 fully charged battery so is not the battery problem is the phone but i don't give any damn to it cause i already accept the fact that the phone is useless to me so HAPPY ENDING :))

Now to me i can't even cry or do what to my own life i only can face all this stupid obstacles && try to act strong... i mean be strong LOL

♥ Tuesday
Going out with Gang to celebrate my early birthday actually i don't really feel like going at first i don't know why but now i know cause i my feeling is trying to tell me that my mobile phone may be taking a risk to go out LOL

So i still went out with them meeting them about 11am but in the end 11.30am then we start to go because Vanessa && ChengSheng were late but only Vanessa && YiPeng came in the morning part of the outing because Jennifer got another outing && ChengSheng was still at his aunt house i got no comment on them...

Ok then left we 3 the 3dar (YiPeng, Vanessa && Me :)) ) travel to causeway point start to shop around saw Alistair during traveling && saw HuiMin at causeway point too...

Then walk walk here walk walk there then ChengSheng came && bought the same cake as Darrel de for me then celebrate then go home :))

The photos && video will be upload during the next post ba cause ChengSheng haven't send me LOL

I should end here Bye :)) Happy Birthday Jacqueline :))

I still feel the disappointment in me i knew the day will be ruin as what i say it really happen what i can say is i am just simply disappointed :(( 一个不完美的生日

♥ Reply
HuiLi : I can say i want to be positive but in fact i can't do it LOL
Anyway there's bad experience in the past so now in my mind is just NEGATIVE haa LOL
I think that nothing to happy about LOL
LeeChin : Xie xie, LOL
Darrel : Ya, the Thomas && friends de ;p

Aaron's House :))

2008-12-08T22:08:00.006+08:00

Today meet HuiLi at about 12.15pm under her block but she was late && very very late LOL about 12.40pm then reach anyway got LeeChin pei so never mind LOL

Ok anyway then meet Aaron, Darrel, James, Jocelyn, JiaHui, Glendson, ZhunNi then go to Aaron's block there to play True Or Dare,

After that we play until very bored so went to Aaron's house to play until about 8.45 reach home so we stay there for almost the whole day LOL anyway i am having a lot of fun :))

Lazy to upload all so end here :))

I really feel about sian about my birthday can anyone make it a exciting one? LOL

♥ Reply
Angie : Thanks :))
Darrel : LOL ==

Sunday, Family Day :))

2008-12-07T19:25:00.015+08:00

WOO~ Sunday = family day = BEACH :))

We are going to the beach again actually i don't really what is the real aim of going there as it used to say to celebrate my early birthday but i think is more like the 主角 is Queenston LOL

Anyway i still having a lot of fun there so enjoy the photo && video ba :))

In the lorry,

She was always so naught in the lorry ;p

At the beach,

YOU KNOW WHAT! She know how to swim towards us usually she only know how to swim back to the shore but now she start to dare to swim towards us she just damn CUTE :))

Love you Queenston♥♥ hope that all the illness can be gone soon even my illness too && stop hurting us i know you don't mean it but its really hurts!!

Anyway hope that you enjoy the trip today specially done for you!! I LOVE YOU QUEENSTON!!

Just done a personality test that's the result about who i really am,

My personality type:

Popular and sensitive, with outstanding people skills. Externally focused, with real concern for how others think and feel. Usually dislike being alone. They see everything from the human angle and dislike impersonal analysis. Very effective at managing people issues and leading group discussions. Interested in serving others and probably place the needs of others over their own needs.

Careers that could fit you include:

Teachers, consultants, psychiatrists, social workers, counselors, clergy, sales representatives, human resources, managers, events coordinators, politicians, diplomats, writers, actors, designers, homemakers, musicians, religious workers.

Actually don't really know is it true about me but some point i agree with it!! Opps i close the page LOL sorry i don't have the website LOL

I don't usually cry in front of my friends cause i want to show that i am strong but if is you all i will cry cause i know i am always protected i hope that one day i am the one who always protect you all cause I ALWAYS LOVE YOU ALL :)) !!

♥ Reply
XinYi : :)) ya so STAY HAPPY!!
Jasmine : == ya i know i am not little but anyway i believe a lot of them admire him so i am little after all ;p
YiPeng : haaa yes i love green :)) er... see the gang first ba
LeeChin : WOO~ you finally start to think :))

Little Admirer

2008-12-06T18:10:00.007+08:00

他, 超帅的!!♥.♥

He really very 帅 when he was playing i can't take my eyes off him the way he play the way he handle his instrument,oboe && English horn was damn cool :))

The way he play the music was so wonderfully done!! His tone is really very nice, listening to his playing was really very very enjoyable!!

Anyway today we got to complete Saga.C so is not a bad day but i definitely enjoy the day cause i get a chances to listen to his playing anyway he is Simon, a oboist from CVSS our cousin band :))

I really enjoy the day with your beautiful playing hope to listen to your playing again :))

By, Your Little Admirer
MUZHEN :))

Demandless :((

2008-12-05T20:33:00.004+08:00

Today our playing are not that bad i believe Mr Er still enjoy teaching us i hope all the bad playing can be gone!! so that we all can enjoy the real music in band :))

Anyway today having practise in the AVA room woo is much better than in Music Room there's bigger space more air-con && a cleaner places ;p Music Room is really dirty last week Aileen && me help to clean the Music room during one of the props day i believe no one even notice that Music room && the Band store is more cleaner ba :(( anyway there's really a lot of dust && litter the store room i can't really sweep away all the dust as the percussion instrument will still there so i can't really sweep so i just try to get rid of all the litters i see...

Haiz but yesterday went for props again still see litter at the Tuba section which i just sweep not long again i never even pick it up as you know is tiring for someone who want to maintain the place clean but others don't so if since most of them are littering so happily i will not spoil yours' moods :))

PLEASE KEEP THE BAND STORE CLEAN OK!! DON'T MAKE US THINK THAT WE ARE JUST WASTING OUR TIME && ENERGY TO SWEEP THE FLOOR!!

Anyway hope that you all will do it i believe it will be a better places to learn music with a clean environment LOL!

Anyway not scolding or what just complain opps ;p haaa!! Ok end of the nice AVA room...

Anyway all this is the last time i am saying or even the librarians are saying,

SECTIONAL LEADERS PLEASE CHECK YOUR SECTION FILE && MAKE SURE IS ARRANGE ACCORDINGLY!! DON'T MISS OUT ANY PAGE && MAKE SURE THERE'S PENCIL TOO!! IF ANYONE STILL HAVING THIS PROBLEMS ON THE NEXT FILE CHECK... punishment will be given!

Not scolding wor just a remainder!! but actually i don't know how many times we have repeated le ==

Woo going to my birthday le is on next Friday anyway there's band practise actually i hope is next Friday having whole day but not today as i believe it will be a bored birthday so why don't make it whole day to get rid of all the boredness LOL no much of excitement maybe there's too much of disappointment on my previous birthdays :((

Haiz hope it will not too bored until i can't even continue the day...

That's a day i wanted for very very long but now is coming but i can only feel the disappointment coming towards me :((

♥ Reply
Dorene : D&T librarian HELLO ;p
Dorene : Link you asap :))
HuiMin : LOL ya he always sexy ;p
Kennie : LOL you are very random suddenly thanks me about this ==
HuiLi : YA I AM CUTTING YOU ALL HAA LOL

Fever :((

2008-12-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

Having fever but i think i am better now last night having a great headache but anyway i start to sleep from 7.30pm to the next day morning 6.30 so is about 10 hours anyway after the long hours of sleeping i really feel much better but i always need a fan around if not i think the heat in me is coming back again :((

Ok yesterday doing props but actually most of the time i am sleeping LOL cause sick so sleep almost where i go so no much of that to talk about but need to praise the hardworking HUILI again she always the only one have the clear mind always she the one doing the props LOL not i don't want to help but i am not that hardworking LOL !!

After doing the props we went to Blk 511, 7 floor, walk to the left hand side there's a home to cut hair anyway is cheap so i went there to cut HuiLi, LeeChin && Alistair also went to cut but seems like HuiLi don't really like it i got no comment but anyway if you are in need for money but still want a nice hair cut you can tell me && i will give you the contact number!! :))

I am lazy to post the photos i taken yesterday so the end of my post today i hope anyone who sick can get better soon && for me i also need to get well soon :))

Please stop having all this negative thing about each other you know actually is a happy thing to be together but now you are making me thinking again am i doing the wrong decision to make you both to be together :(( Please be happy to be together cause i enjoy seeing you all to be together it so romantic ;p

♥ Reply
ZhunNi : heee :))
Aileen : HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS ;p
Aileen : Haa recover soon so haaa can sing again!! ;p
Jocelyn : Xie Xie haaaa
LeeChin : ;p LAME haaaa TAG ME MORE HAAA
YuHang : WOO you tag me MIRACLE

Sore Throat

2008-12-01T21:42:00.007+08:00

Having sore throat now because in the afternoon i have eaten KFC for lunch so how having sore throat :((

I think i better stop eating fast food so that i can maintain my "GOOD" voice :)) anyway i hope i can get well soon if not i am feeling very uncomfortable with it && feel like vomit most of the time :((

This few days every thing goes well so nothing to complain so end of my post again today band was fun :))

Get from Aileen's blog && Aileen get from Pearlina's blog so now is in my blog ;p
A : Best Gf/Bf any one could have
B : You love a certain someone
C : People cant help but check u out
D : You are really lovable
E : You Are Great Kisser
F : Easy to fall in love with
G : You never let people tell you what to do
H : You have a very good personality and good looks
I : People love you
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy
L : AWESOME KISSER
M : Handsome/Beautiful
N : Easy to fall in love with
O : Best kisser ever
P : You are popular with all types of people
V : You're not judgmental
Q : You are a hypocrite
R : You love to kiss
S : You are freaking CRAZY
T : You are loyal to the ones you love
U : You really like to chill
W : You are popular
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : Sexiest girl alive
Z : Things are never good enough..

My name is MUZHEN so it will be...
M : Handsome/Beautiful
U : You really like to chill
Z : Things are never good enough..
H : You have a very good personality and good looks
E : You Are Great Kisser
N : Easy to fall in love with

Woo~ this sound funny on me i believe i got none ==

The End

Feeling i am extra again why is always odd number going out && i am always the extra one i finally think of a way to solve this problem that is by walking away but anyway thanks for rushing to me cause i start to know that i am been respected!!

♥ Reply
BoonChuan : ;p
Pearlina : LOL :)) ya i am ;p haaa

Back From Camp

2008-11-30T16:07:00.011+08:00

Back from camp :)) is really fun i love the camp i enjoy playing all the games, food && BBQ i think the last day is the best day for me cause is really fun :))

Second Day Of Camp :))
Second day of camp Mr Er came to conduct us really happy about it but some of the words he used really make feel uncomfortable && i feel a bit irritated by it maybe i understand how he feel && sometime when i am angry i will also do so but i know is really tiring to do that so i hope this can stop as this hurts both side!!

Anyway in the morning we have sectional but not for Alistair, LeeChin, HuiLi && Me cause we are doing water bomb for the game during doing we really have a lot of fun we joke around && playing with water too really enjoy but we still do our job we complete doing the water bomb in time too :))

Actually i don't what i can say about the second day of camp cause i forgot about half of it only the time we playing water bomb is so crazy but there's no winner as is too messy but i believe without winner the game still work well!!

I hope everyone enjoy the game cause it take us really a lot of time to do the water bomb wor!!

Let me say about what is happening at night (ya, i know i am very random LOL) i can't sleep cause after running around in the dark && after talking with LeeChin too so can't really sleep still very energetic so about 1 plus going to 2 then start to sleep at first talking with HuiLi && HuiShan but after we talked for so long JiaHui && XinYi joined in so talk until very late :))

Last Day Of Camp
Wake up but XinYi's Inferno alarm LOL she set it for every 15min LOL because of that Jacqueline still dream of her solo lol so as i said is useful to use it as people will remember the music more clearly since they were wake up by that :))

Ok after that we have our morning exercise led by Alistair we ran 2.4m but for guys is 4.8m so at first i ran but slowly coming back i start to walk && chat we XiuChoo LOL

AAA can i say that today i really have no idea what to post && what i post is like so... LOL anyway bear we it!!

After that we have our breakfast for a very long time so i chat with... (can't remember) then band practise...

After band practise we have lunch && a break after all this is game section :))

The last game is not invented by us is Mdm Chong actually i think the game is LAME but i think most of them have fun so that's great :))

Then we have BBQ, Props && game section so i selected the games section watch all the VIOLENT BOYS playing soccer? volleyball? && GENTLE GIRLS playing captain ball can see that this must be their favorite games lol actually simple games is more fun than any games!!

Finally BBQ is done so time to eat i help to serve all the food to the band never really eat much but i only know Aileen give me a lot of fish ball so the whole BBQ i ate a lot of fish ball, 1 satay, 1 chicken wing that's all what i ate :))

I better end here == i really can't continue to post if not i am just posting craps LOL

I hope you all will back to normal soon stop thinking too mush ok actually things are simple so the more you think is just making things more worse Hope that you have a happy ending :)) anyway i am so call the "matchmaker" so don't want to see anything bad happen!! JIA YOU DON'T GIVE UP :)) (comment to both of you)

Quiz i done today got from Pearlina's Blog :))

Addictive content in my personality is 85%

Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 6.5 of 10.

Guys hold your breath...

Quiz LeeChin want me to do but... i am not in any relationship or having any boyfriend before so i think this quiz don't really suit me ==

1. What kind of boyfriend do you like ?
No Comment on the look but must be good to me!!

2. How did you celebrate your 1st month ?
I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND!! so will not celebrate any month in the year LOL
But if i have i will make sure is really fun && romantic maybe go shopping so that i can make him pay for what i want to buy HAA LOL

3. Do you feel safe with your boyfriend?
I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND!!

4. When you see your boyfriend injured/sick, would you be there even if you ARE busy ?
I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND!!
But if i have one will will definitely be always there for him!!

5. When its' your 12th month & your boyfriend is having another relationship what would you do ?
This is consider a betray so congratulation you are be cursed && hated by me for life :))
But if you can give up every thing for the girl && that what's your true love i believe i will face the fact && give up totally i still hope that you will be happy :))

6. What if you know your ex is still loving you a bit he is single while you are attached ?
I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND!! SO NO EX-
But if this really happen i will go by feelings as if i still love my ex- i will can't stop my own feelings so much i want to be continue is a suffer to both of us

7. Are you single , having a relationship or having a crush on someone ?
Single, No anything on someone for me love here love there is not what i really want!!

8. List out 3 love/sad songs.
There is too many so let others list out for you ba :))

9. What would you do if you and your stead quarrel ?
I will be very upset about it but i think i will not have any courage to say sorry but i will always hope that we will never quarrel

10. Do you wish to know if someone has a crush on you ?
YES :)) cause i believe there's none :))

11. What if your single && someone has a crush on you ?
Woo that's great :)) LOL

12. How many times has your heart been broken by someone ?
Once && only one :)) cause i hate to be heart broken!!

13. How do you feel when your in love with someone ?
I used to feel that before :((
But anyway is really very upset feel like giving up but can't stop your feelings you will still love him!!
Anyway everything is normal so NO ~~LOVE~~

14. If you && your boufriend quarrel, who will be the one apologizing ?
Not me ;p i am not some one be will apologize to some one easily even my family i don't usually say sorry if i offended them

15. What would you do if your boyfriend wants a break ?
I need to know why if i can accept the explanation just break if is just because of any stupid result he will be hated BY ME!!

16. Did any of your boyfriend give you a present that you like e most ?
I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND!!
But i hope to receive all this
● Goofy
● Hoodies
● Bag pack
● Sling Bag
● Water Bottle
● Shoulder Bag
● Mini Sling Bag
● Big Pencil Case
● Soya Ice Cream Cake
● Rainbow Colours Balloons
● Giant Green Care Bear (clover)
Thanks wor ;p

17. When did you last cry for someone whom you love ?
Millon years ago cause you are not loved by me for millions years le now is a BRAND NEW ME :))

18. How many times did you break your promise to your boyfriend?
I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND!!
But i believe i will not try to break any promise cause i hate to make empty promise!!

19. Do you wish your relationship will last long ?
Ya, cause i hope there's really everlasting love in life!!

20. Did your boyfriend kiss you in public ?
I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND

♥ Reply
LeeChin : :)) you must be happy!! && JIA JIA YOU TOO :))
Glenda : :)) ya i love this colour is really nice!!
HuiMin : Happy ok? :))
LeeChin : Woo DONE :))
Aileen : :)) STAY HAPPY!!
Darrel : YAY SOYA :)) anyway i can wait BUT YOU MUST REMEMBER HOR ;p

Please Don't Give Up Us!!

2008-11-27T22:12:00.004+08:00

Today the first day of Band camp but with a really sad starting of it what Mr Er said to us today really very hurtful to us i am upset about it i feel like crying when he told us please don't leave us we just lost in this moment but i believe so we could do better && work really hard for it whether is what we just want to be a happy as usual so please don't leave us cause you are the main sources of happiness !!

But i really hope that everyone can a damn to it even how hard we work if we can't all for one nothing is possible...

I am not asking for much but hope that Mr Er will stay && we can still be the happy band !!

I don't know how others really feel about it i can't say any thing about it but i just hope that miracle will come && problems will solve !! SO PLEASE STAY HAPPY !!

Dry all the tears && now is time to wake up && buck up so JIA YOU EVERYONE && MUZHEN!!

I have taken some photos during sectional to make the sectional practise to be more enjoyable :)) so enjoy!!

Haa Clarinet Section ROCKS :))

Anyway i got my plan now what i want to buy for myself for my Birthday (12Dec) && X'mas (25Dec) i am going to buy every thing GREEN suddenly in love with GREEN after wearing my watch which was spoil now LOL anyway i love the colour :))

Anyway, i am going to buy...
● GREEN Comb
● GREEN Watch
● GREEN Hair Clip
● GREEN Hair Band
● GREEN Moblie Phone Strap

Total i am spending about $15 dollar on it i believe it is worth it cause i really want it a lot now && also as a award for all the hard work in this whole year :))

Ok enough of spending my money :(( EVERYONE LISTEN UP!! Stop to be upset i don't want to see you all worry about any thing i want you all to be happy :)) I believe SMILE can solve all the problems as God love SMILES :))

白吃白喝的大白痴 said but Jac i think this really suit you all i actually got no comment on it but i love this sentences is really very good so blog it anyway no offenses to anyone ;p

♥ Reply
SiJia : Haa really :))

臭小偷

2008-11-26T20:28:00.010+08:00

臭小偷 you better return what you stolen if not all the curses from us (not me, Pearlina && friends already curse a lot if i still curse i believe you can't even use the phone as you kill by all the curses LOL) will come true!!

IF ANYONE SEE ANY BLACK POUCH WITH CONTAIN A WHITE COLOUR MOBILE PHONE && 4 TICKET PLEASE KINDLY RETURN IF NOT YOU WILL BE CURSE !!

Try to help her by looking for her pouch in the rubbish bin, walking around the music room && went to General Office to find it but still can't find it :((

Anyway after we have a checking bag section get to know that in James bag is full of tissue :)) so next time need any tissue look for James!!

To Aileen -●❥ don't need to say sorry for checking our bags!! Since we did not steal it so we don't mind our bag been checked!!

Anyway after all this after Band we went to bbp to check out the prices for the food we eating during camp

JingYi, anyway don't angry that we never call you to go HuiShan show us the message that she told you that today can go && buy the camp stuff but i think she never say clearly ba make you don't understand well so is just misunderstand!!

Anyway i went home myself i think should not went there is waste of my time && making myself to go home alone...

I hate this kind of feelings... make me think that no one cares about me maybe you all did but all the actions you all did make me really upset && disappointed...

Sometimes i am thinking i am important mah? maybe not, all of you only concern is how others feel but not me :((

I got no comment on it since i am not important if myself keep wanting you all to think i am is really very tiring maybe is time to give up now...

I should accept the fact that to you all i am just 理所当然 ...

Anyway i already think of it le even is like that so what i DON'T WANT TO GIVE A DAMN TO IT CAUSE I WANT TO STAY HAPPY FOREVER!!

Back to the happy me :)) ya i know i change my mood really fast :))

Anyway tomorrow camp start YAY :)) but only 1 night but better than nothing because of the ghost thing i got no comment on it but anyway is great to have camp && one very BIG news is that i am the first we went to HUILI'S HOUSE haaa other than SiJia anyway she is classmate so not counted ;p haaa so lucky ba haaa :))

DON'T BE LATE AGAIN OK PROMISE ME I REALLY HATE TO WAIT :((

&& XIE XIE MEITENG FOR MY EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT :)) SHE BOUGHT ME A SCRUMP, STITCH'S TOY :)) CUTE!! LOVE YOU :))

♥ Reply
YiPeng : haaa ya she the best ;p cause she got a good sister like me so she the best mah haaa ;p
Jocelyn : anyway i am in stand mode free to call me :))
LiXue : haaa i am already very happy anyway STAY HAPPY TOO!! :))

Happy Birthday Pearlina

2008-11-25T08:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARLINA :))

The End :))

♥ Reply
Pearlina : haaa

Waiting AGAIN :((

2008-11-24T23:08:00.003+08:00

Don't know why feeling a bit sad can't really sleep so online... but LeeChin is not there, he told me that call him && he wanted to tell me something but again i am waiting...

I call him twice but none he pick up i hate to wait for others i don't know why i am always waiting for others please respect me waiting is really tiring I HATE IT!!

I don't understand why can't people be punctual && stop letting me wait!!

Not really angry or what but i just hate to wait is like waiting meaninglessly :((

I hope to look for someone that willing to wait for me but not keep me waiting ...

Haiz now not having in a good mood don't really know why maybe feel that i am not respected ba maybe to you all i am there is like 理所当然...

I believe i am thinking too much ba just feel moody now :(( don't know why since primary school till now i am still waiting for others feel tiring now...

Anyway, i am not angry or what or anything but... just not in the best state of me...

Ok ERER is on tv today wor :)) The show call 心情大作战 she speak really a lot wor if you all see the show you all will see a long long hair de girl keep talking de && say that next time she want to be a star de that is ERER pretty ba haaa :))

Anyway i am ending here...

♥ Reply
YiPeng : ya i having a lot of fun with my beloved family :))
Pearle : :))
Vanessa : WOO anyway thanks :))

I am sick && tired of waiting i am not 理所当然 so stop treat me like i am...
Maybe i am just nothing so that to you all i should not be respected...

Beach :))

2008-11-23T16:08:00.012+08:00

Today wake up about 7 plus? i also don't really know never see the clock anyway wake up early to go... BEACH :)) at Changi there

Very very long time never go to beach le cause everyone is growing up thus, always busy on their work can't really find a good time that everyone is free like today DADA was not free only 5 of us went to beach...

You all must be thinking why is 5 of us ba cause...
● Daddy - HUMAN
● Mummy - HUMAN
● ERER - HUMAN
● Me :)) - HUMAN
● Queeston - DOG (家人)
so is 5 of us lor haaaa :))

OK let me see the photos && video taken there ba :))

On the car,

At the beach,

See how we play with Queenston at the beach haaa they way she swims reallt CUTE :))

CUTE ba :))

♥ Reply
Darrel : HELLO :))
JiaHui : haaa really ah ;p
Pearlina : Haaa ic lol but most of them will be angry you still can ask him/her why LOL

The outing today i find our that the sky here are also really clear && peaceful actually is how you look at stuff if you feel peaceful everything is peaceful the sky is always the same is just how you look at it

Open House

2008-11-22T20:22:00.018+08:00

LAST DAY OF OPEN HOUSE !! :))

Yay finally over opps ;p cause not many parents && primary 6 went so actually we are playing for the other CCA de members so feel that is meaningless to have any open house but is always fun to play pop songs so still enjoy :))

Today get scolding actually i also don't know what i really think about it i got no feelings about what they told me really i also don't know why i want to try to help but i think i also can't convince myself well :(( i really don't know about i am confuse by myself too... Sorry but i have to say that...

Woo we get a chances to play BALLOON YAY :)) love it i make a flower for myself my first try wor really nice haaa i love it :)) maybe is not that nice but for first time that really great le wor :)) haaa

There's still some done by Jasmine && Kerrin

After that went to Greenridge Shopping Center to see HuiLi eat her lunch LOL she was eatting TOM YUM :(( i want to eat de ;p but no money haa anyway Daddy already prepare DELICIOUS NOODLES for me haaa :))

I PLANT THE HAPPINESS OF LIFE AT HOME TODAY :))

Seeds : MeiTeng :))
Soil : Daddy (taken from the government)
Pot : ERER

Thanks your HuiLi for the soil && pot :)) i got plant it de never grow LOL haaa i grow new de cause the soil from you is too little && the pot is very light worry during raining will fly away LOL but don't worry i will use the pot wisely de maybe plant some outside my house ;p haaaa :))

YAY tomorrow going to beach wor :)) haaa very unusual ba cause bringing Queenston to play seawater && seawater is salty which may help to cure Queenston's skin :))

Don't worry from my common knowledge is usual for dogs to have some skin disease as when they are young they should inject some substances to prevent any skin disease but i believe her EX-heartless owner never do so so now she need to suffer from it :((

Queenston listen up!! GET WELL SOON OK ?? && STOP ANYHOW BARKING !! ;p

End of today :))

I will try to think about it i also think i am going far to over le Sorry i will work hard de stop slacking cause maybe i don't know what's my goal really is but i don't want to ruin all of you de goal i will work hard for it de !! :))

♥ Friday
Open House :)) nothing much play 6 different songs hope all the guest enjoy, PLEASE JOIN BAND && BUY OUR CONCERT TICKET FROM ANY BAND MEMBERS :))

♥ Thursday
Today need to meet up with some band members to decorate the booth for open house...

When we(HuiLi, HuiShan, LeeChin && ME :)) ) reach BPP they all got buy somethings to eat or drink only me never :(( cause... WAITING FOR DARREL TO BUY ME PEARLE SOYA :))

Then we went up to Garden Plaza

BUT... no one there HuiShan actually still worry that we are late but anyway we are the earliest LOL ok during waiting for MR DARREL i taken some photos wish you all enjoy :))

LOOK!! Everyone buy somethings to eat only me drink PLAIN WATER :((

You know what the worse HUISHAN STILL EAT && DRINK SO HAPPILY IN FRONT ME ==

Ok never mind i still can bear with it :)) after that Darrel && others finally came so we discuss && discuss...

Anyway Darrel don't have money so never buy in the end :(( anyway he promise me to buy me by next week :)) && i said if he break the promise he will curse to death :)) haaa ;p

Then Aileen want me to buy her ice cream as promise on Wednesday BUT Aileen did i buy you LOL i think in the end you pay yourself ;p haaa anyway better don't remember ;p ok then ejoy eating ice cream lor :))

Then after ~~enjoying~~ er... i meaning discussing we went home... BUT NOT THE END WOR :))

Then about 5 plus or 6 don't really remember ERER && I went to BPP again to but some medicine for Queenston anyway we taken some photos at the X'mas decoration there :))

Please ignore my ugly hair AAA is DAMN UGLY :(( but can you imagine carry Queenston weight about 10 or less than && how can i style my hair :(( && even smile nicely in front of the crowds LOL so please understand && the 主角 is Queenston not me !! LOL

♥ Reply
Pearle : ADD LE!! :))
Vanessa : er... when you get me the GOOFY opps haaa jkjk when going to my birthday ba :))
LiXue : ;p
BoonChuan : 你好 too :))

All the small small actions you all done are really 残忍 to me it show how the relationship between us that are still bad
I am really upset :(( but still i got to say i can't help it maybe the trust on me is simply gone...
AGAIN i miss the peaceful sky when this always happen i always wish i can be still there so that i can see my peaceful sky && find my internal peace !!
To tell you the fact i am really really upset... what i can say is only sorry i don't know how to change the situation i just don't know!! :((
Wish i can be gone into some places but i can't... this make really very upset && i am suffering from it AAA i hate it i hate everything i hate myself i hate the world :((

Maple Story

2008-11-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

Band today :))

In the morning we having our sectional practise with Mr Lee as i go with the Brasses haaa anyway is good as i still can enjoy the air-con && lesson to stories ;p haaa

Anyway the stories if you want to know ask me ba i will tell you the long long stories you sure will enjoy de haaa :))

OK after that we have out lunch then DRILL about 2 hours? ok is not really that tiring but the command i actually can't remember most of them if you ask me now i will say i can't remember any of them ;p the Malay command is hard to remember && easily mix up as all sound the same to me is no different LOL

Then i lazy to post so end here :))

I download maple for a day && delete it today cause i can't patch...

The End

♥ Reply
YongJing : Haa thks wor :))
ChengSheng : ;p haaa i take de mah sure handsome de with my super hand everyone i take sure handsome && pretty de haaa ;p

Rotting :((

2008-11-18T11:19:00.002+08:00

Today staying at home nothing much can do only can do my homework actually should go out with HuiShan to go buy present for the teachers but too lazy to go out still need to change into nice clothes so in the end never go staying at home rot LOL...

Nothing to blog LOL today is just a rotting day anyway i believe tomorrow will be a better post so do view my blog && TAG!!

♥ Reply
Jasmine : LOL haaa

Bad Mood?

2008-11-17T21:15:00.007+08:00

Today wake up about 7 plus looking at my clock thinking of today is Saturday or Sunday can't really figure out it but after that i remember yesterday just went out with Mei Teng then i remember TODAY IS MONDAY THERE'S BAND!! LOL

Anyway i got set 2 alarms so no worry but just want to know what i wake up so early for so go && do my stuff cook my lunch for today CAUSE I AM TOTALLY BROKE :(( no money...

OK after that meet HuiLi, HuiShan && LeeChin (JingYi's ah ma sick && go in to hospital in Malaysia so not coming for band for a week) under my block then meet SiJia together walk to school :)) anyway nothing much happen...

After that Band Band && Band which was release very early about 4.30 plus...

Don't usually go home so early ;p so HuiLi, HuiShan, LeeChin, Alistair && me went to HuiShan's block there to chat maybe gossip ;p anyway we never do anything bad things && we are all 好人s so don't worry that we will turn bad or what...

Anyway i took a lot of photos of 白马王子 to let 白雪公主 so ENJOY IT WOR && girls who like to see handsome handsome de 白马王子 please enjoy it wor haaaa :))

Handsome ba!!

Anyway he is not the only one handsome there's still PRETTY && HANDSOME DE WOR ;P like...

WOO~ Handsome LeeChin == actually can't really see his face but his side view looks cool too haaa :))

Pretty ba!! 小公主 always pretty de :)) (HUILI :)) i never take any of your ugly photos this time HAPPY ? :)) ) && sorry hai you get scolding :((

ANYWAY... never take photos of 白雪公主 LOL haaa never mind maybe next time ba ;p

♥ Reply
LiXue : HAA really wor hee you too but you becoming more pretty REALLY :))

Mei Teng :))

2008-11-16T20:22:00.003+08:00

Today go out with Mei Teng really fun :))

The End...

Sorry don't know what can i say so... ;p

♥ Reply
YongJing : LOL

Potato :))

2008-11-14T20:27:00.011+08:00

Today i try to think positive about life && it help a lot i am really happy && thing was also slowing solved :))

I am really happy about it && thanks to Potato to make my day better :))

Helping Potato to comb hair is really fun :)) && the puppet dance was indeed well done :))

Actually i am trying to help Potato to cut his finger "hair" but his "hair" is too short && i actually cut his finger LOL SORRY!! SORRY THAT I HURTS YOU!! ;p

Let me show you all the funny video ba :))

Haa funny ba if Potato smile will be more fun :)) but anyway i believe he feel better after this haaa cause we all laugh like siao he will sure influence de !! ;p

Wish you all enjoy it haaa && Potato be happy okay ? Haaa everyone should be happy :))

Anyway Sorry wor!!! nothing much to say ;p so end here ba :))

Potato when you see my post must laugh wor haaa LOL == && tag me thanks :))

♥ Reply
JiaHui : HAA :)) my big fat face look funny ==
Darrel : Woo ic haaaa
JingYi : :))

Be happy ok :))

A Maths :(

2008-11-13T20:52:00.005+08:00

Today having A maths lesson in the morning then last minute then i know there is a make up lesson in the afternoon :((

Because of it can't go out... Sorry HuiMin never go...anyway i believe you all having a lot of fun ba...

YongJing stay happy wor every upset && sadness with true love all is just extra de :))

After knowing all this from you i start to know that i should be happy in life cause to let my friends to be happy too i know i used to be upset about every small thing but now never i should think positive about life..

Life are full of torture but in every thing torture you will start to learn && be stronger soon you will find you own joy && stay happily :))

Oh NO!! In love with Goofy :))

Cute ba :)) someone buy me ba haaa joking anyway even i am not joking is impossible to have it de LOL

♥ Reply
HuiTeng : XIE XIE :))
LeeChin : told u BoonChuan very good de cause he can also make you laugh too ;p
ZSB : OK anyway are you darrel haa just curious who you are ;p
XiuChoo : LOL anyway relink le :))
BoonChuan : :))
Glendson : LOL is i look funny ba ==